I'm afraid

Chapter 23

Sorry for not updating for so long. I was on vacation 'till last friday and on saturday I'm going to my second one. xx

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hope you like this chapter :)

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"Please don't die" I wispered and tears started to come out.

"Please I love you so much"

After what felt like hours the ambulance came.

"What happened?" one of them asked.

"We think she fel and hit the knive off the counter" Harry said.

"Ok. One of you can come with us."

"I am coming with you. I'm her dad" I shouted.

They put her on a stretcher and then in the car.

I got into it too and sat beside Jo.

She is my everything.

In the short time she was with us she became such a big part of us.

I took her hand in mine and kissed it.

After a short time we got to the hospital.

They took her out of the car and ran into the hospital.

I ran beside her holding her hand the hole time.

Since I found her I cried and I give a shit about the thought from the people.

This is my daughter here and I would give anything to have her in my arms tonight.

That reminds me of the song 'In these arms' by Bon Jovi.

they brought her into a room and a nurse stopped me.

"You can't go in there. You can wait here or you can go to the cafeteria and I will come and tell you when she comes out." she said with a small smile.

"I am going to wait here" I said and slided down on the wall opposide from the door Jo just got trough.

I started to sing.

You want commitment

Take a look into these eyes

They burn with a fire, just for you now

Until the end of time

I would do anything

I'd beg, I'd steal, I'd die

To have you in these arms tonight

Baby I want you like the roses

Want the rain

You know I need you

Like a poet needs the pain

I would give anything

My blood my love my life

If you were in these arms tonight

I'd hold you

I'd need you

I'd get down on my knees for you

And make everything alright

If you were in these arms

I'd love you

I'd please you

I'd tell you that I'd never leave you

And love you till the end of time

If you were in these arms tonights

We stared at the sun

And we made a promise

A promise this world would never blind us

These are my words

Our words were our songs

Our songs are our prayers

These prayers keep me strong

It's what I believe

If you were in these arms tonight

If you were in these arms tonight

I'd hold you

I'd need you

I'd get down on my knees for you

And make everything alright

If you were in these arms

I'd love you

I'd please you

I'd tell you that I'd never leave you

And love you till the end of time

If you were in these arms tonights

Your clothes are still scatteder

All over our room

This old place still smells like

Your cheap perfume

Everything here reminds me of you

And there's nothing that I

Wouldn't do to be in your arms

And these were our words

They keep me strong

I'd hold you

I'd need you

I'd get down on my knees for you

And make everything alright

If you were in these arms

I'd love you

I'd please you

I'd tell you that I'd never leave you

And love you till the end of time

If you were in these arms tonights

I think this is the first time after years that I cried so much.

After a while they pushed her on a hospital bed out of the room.

I ran after them.

A nurse stopped me.

"Are you related to Mrs. Tomlinson?" she asked me.

"Yes I am her father Louis Tomlinson"

She let me in the room.

And that what I saw shocked me.

Jo is all pale and she looked like she's dead.

"Please wake up"

The boys came in and all of them had red eyes from all the crying.

The doctor came into the room short after them.

"Hello I'm doctor Jones. The cut wasn't bad and when she waked up she gets some crutches and than se can leave."

"When is she waking up?" Liam asked the doc.

"In about an hour"

With that he left the room.

That will be a long hour.