Someone like you<3

Back in the A

                                                                          *** Lexi's P.o.v

She knew i was suffering. All nights when i was home alone i always wondered what life would have been like if i had a father. Now i see it. I see all the secrets being uncovered fast. I sat on the porch wishing this shit will be all over.

"You ok?" Alex said coming out of the house and sitting next to me.

"No.. not at all." I replied looking off into the road.

"You want to go for a walk?"

"I cant leave my baby hear with people i don't know."

"You can they don't bite."

I took a deep breath, I'm going to have to learn to trust my family sooner or later... So i stood up.

"Yeah i guess i can leave her here."

"Alright."

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"Wow i cant believe im standing her next to my other half." He said.

"Right, its mind blowing." I replied.

"So like what is your relationship with mom?"

"I hate her."

"Well that's sounds responsible considering i feel the same."

"It just pisses me off to know she slit us up because she thought she couldn't take care of two."

"Yeah it was embarrassing when my friends use to ask about my mom and i would have to tell them that i don't really know my mom, but that was before she started coming over."

"Honestly, you are lucky to know dad.. i don't really know him or mom because i was on my own for a while."

"I feel you.. i use to be so sick for no reason back then."

"wow when i was really young i use to throw up during class like every couple of days, it got so bad i had to be in the hospital and guess who there."

"Who?"

"No one!"

"Damn... i remember when i was 13 on my birthday i started to burst out crying, i was throwing up, and started feeling a stabbing pain in the pit of my stomach, i felt like that for months." My twin explained to me.

I took a big gulp and i was quite for a while. I was thinking.. should explain to him what happened that day. I think he should know.

"On our birthday- i was raped by moms fiance'."I said hanging my head down in shame, "I was turning 13 and he was just sitting in the house, mama wasn't home so he took advantage of me and raped me, every since then.. my green eyes don't cry."

It got awkwardly quite..

"I swear to god imma kill his ass!" Alex finally said in rage.

"I would kill him any day.." I replied.

"You have to sleep in same house with them?"

"Yes but best believe I'm going to buy a pocket knife, slip it under my pillow, and slit his ass if he try something funny with me or my daughter."

"actually i got a homeboy who sell them you wanna stop by his house."

"How far does he live?"

"Well actually we about to be by his housein about 2 minutes."