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Where you at?

  Its been almost a whole month since shit with down. Its around that time where everyone wants to act jolly because its Christmas. But I'm not so Jolly. I mean my child is healthy and all but me and djaay hasn't talk since the incident. Matter of fact he's missing... for good. I tried to ask his mom where he was. But she has no clue. Ant hasn't talked to him and nobody even cares to look for him. He is just as much as heartbroken as I am. Today is the last before Christmas break and i just need to talk to somebody. I walked along the court of the gym where the boys were playing basket ball.  I sat in the bleachers and watched as Ant hustled do the court. Blocking and shooting the ball as much as he can. Basketball is basically his life. I had no idea he had a chest tattoo that said "Only God Can Judge Me". I waited on the bleachers for almost an hour before he had approached me with his sweats on and also a white tee that he put over his wife beater.

"wassup?"he asked rubbing my belly.

"Have you talked to Djaay?" I asked.

"no!"

"why you say it like that?"

"because that nigga is getting into some shit that i cant help him with."

"Yeah.. i know." I sighed and shook my head. I placed my hand over my forehead as i tried to brush off the worry.

"You know about the Bloods?"He asked continuing to rubb my belly.

"Yeah he confessed to me. DAMN! i should him about me and corahn."

"Why didnt you, instead of letting him find out from the frog himself?"

"I dont know, i mean i just couldn't. We were so caught up in love and i just couldn't hurt him."

"It you would have told him a head of time he probably wouldn't be gone right now."

"How do you know that?"

"I been knowing Djaay since he joined the bloods.. maybe even before! hell i cant remember but all i know is-" Suddenly i began to fill butterflies that went from one side of my stomach to another.

"OMG!" I exclaimed.

"What?"

"THE BABY JUST MOVED!" 

"Forreal, let me feel again."

He pressed down into my stomach and it moved again. It seemed as it bubbles followed him as he moved.

"Ugh, it feels weird!" He said pressing even more.

"I know right!" 

"looks like your not getting any sleep tonight."

"looks like its time for me to tell my family." I sighed.

"Why don't you wait until you find out the gender?"

"ill be to big by then."

"But you can surprise them."

"That does sound nice.. but im just nervous."

"i feel you! this whole process is going to be scary but you know what?"

"What?"

"You gotta keep your head up."

"Thanks."

"no problem.."

He took his hand off my belly and gave me a brotherly hug and a kiss on the forehead.

"you need a ride home?" He asked before getting up.

"Yeah.." I replied struggling to get up.

"Alright lets ride." he said grabbing my hand to help me get up.