I just want to be heard (Gerard way ghost)

Chapter 13

Margo's pov:

I don't think Gerard knew that I meant what I said.

I really much rather be dead with him than be here.... but his right, there's so many things that I have yet to do with my life.

I just wish I could do them with him..

"Margo!" i hear my boss yell

"Uh.. what oh sorry.." I say going back to cleaning the dishes

"What's been up with you lately?" he asks

"I'm just a little.. distracted I guess" I say looking down at my shoes

"What's on your mind?" he asks

"Just things, there not important though.." I say grabbing a cup and cleaning it out

"Well if it has you to distracted to even work it must be something" he says grabbing the cup and sponge out of my hands and sitting me down in a chair by his

"Now talk to me" he says

"Well there's this... person, that umm not many people know" I say

"And? what wrong with this 'person'?" he asks

"Well his really.. different I should say and I kind of like him..." I look down

"Does he like you?" he asks

"I don't know... I think so, but it would never work even if he did.."

"Why?"

"His just... his just to different" I say quietly

"Just because someone's a little 'to different' doesn't mean you can't have a relationship with them" he says and I look at him

"But what if being with him means loosing so many things?" I ask

"If you really love each other, your gaining more than what you might be loosing" he says getting up "don't let different change your perspective on things" he then walks back up front

I sit there for a while thinking of what he said.

"I wish it was that easy..." I whisper

After work I went for a little ride around town.

I ended up at the cemetery. I walked over to my parents graves.

"I miss you guys.." I whisper looking at the old moldy tombstones that are side by side

I start to leave and when I'm almost out I see something that stops me.

I read the tombstone

Gerard way

1977 - 2007

It's his grave..

I feel my breath hitch in my throat. I feel weird standing here.

"Margo?" I hear a familiar voice say from behind me

I turn to see Gerard standing there look at me confused.

"H-hey" I say

"What are you doing-" he stops himself as he walks up to me and sees his own grave

"Oh.." he says

"I was visiting my parents... " I say point to the two tombstones a little far away

" I thought you where from New Jersey?" he asks

"My parents always wanted to be barred here" I say "I never knew that you where.."

"Oh.." We stand silent for a while

"Why didn't you ever leave?" I ask and he looks up at me

"What?" he asks

"I mean when you die don't you go to heaven? why did you stay here?" I ask putting my hands in my pockets

"I guess I just couldn't leave" he says looking at his grave "yknow I watched them barrie me.. Everyone was so sad, Mikey didn't even show up.." he says

" maybe it was just to hard for him" I say

"He came the next day... ill never be able to get the image of how sad and broken he looked" he whispers

I put my arms around his torso hugging him.

I didn't know what to say, I felt bad for saying something about it, I felt really bad for making him feel like this.

"That's why you need to live your life Margo... You need to know that I could never give you a life that you want, that you deserve" he says and I look up at him

"I don't want to live a life where you aren't in it" I say

He steps back from me putting his hands on shoulders " I never age Margo! I don't even have a hart beat! how do you expect me, expect us to have something?" he asks

"I- I don't know..." I say looking down

"You need to live your life Margo..." he says put his finger under my chin and making me look up at me " you well never understand how much I love you, and how much this is going to hurt me.." he says

Before I could respond his plants his lips on mine kissing me, I close my eyes and kiss back putting my hands on his face.

I feel him grab my hands pulling them away from his face. he pulls away and I feel him whisper in my ear.

"I love you Margo" I then feel him let go of my hands

I open my eyes and see that I'm alone.

I start to breath heavy and my eyes water.

"You p-promised" I cry

A/n

Woah so many feels.... *sniff*

What well Margo do!?

Well I guess you'll find out at the next chapter, hehehe.

Just a reminder about my new book 'Gun fire' I might upload the 3rd chapter tonight I'm not sure yet.

But I hope you all are liking the book so far! And I hope you have a great rest of the day!

See you at the next chapter!