Zodiac high

Leoah (Leo)

It was lunch and I looked around for Andy. I saw him with his soccer friends and I giggled. Wait what the hell? Did I just giggle?

I sat in the benches in the courtyard with Litch and her friends . Were friends again like before.

Andy and his friends were only a bench down from us. I didn't dare go any closer. He could come to me if he wanted. I don't think that people know we are together yet besides Tayruh and I told her to keep it low key. I guess we are a quiet couple still so yeah. I was talking with Litch until the paparazzi showed up in front of the school. They always show up! I can't be seen right now. I look to tired and worn out. I said bye to Litch and dashed through the corridors. Lunch doesnt end for another 20 minutes, I ran to my dorm to hide out. 

I knew they weren't gonna leave for awhile so I tried to make myself a little more presentable. 

I slipped on my nice converse and changed into a blue crop top and blue jeans. I applied some lip gloss and put on my shades to hide my tired eyes. I walked out back to the courtyard and the paparazzi saw me immediately.

"Leaoh!" Someone yelled

"Where is Lytyn!" Another yelled

"Is it true you broke up?" I ushered past and tried to ignore them.

Arayah came walking up and she flashed a big smile and the paparazzi saw her fast. A few of them swarmed her but they mostly were around me. I tried to walk towards Sarah but they got in my way. Andy saw me and his eyes connected with my shielded eyes, he looked away and he talked to his friends. I was mad. I pushed pass the cameras and marched right up to him.

His eyes were worried when he saw me get followed by paparazzi.

"Hey." He scratched the back of his neck

"Hi." I said

"What's up?" He asked

"Nothing other than the fact you are being weird around me." I snapped

"Ummmm.... Can we talk later?" He grinned from fear and I tried to hide my blush.

"Actually no. We can't. I told you to stay away from me. I still mean it. I'm done......" Tears built up in my eyes. I turned and sashayed away. The cameras followed me but I wasn't even paying attention anymore.

I didn't want to end it like that or at all but the way he acted brought me back to 8th grade. I couldn't have my heart broken now... I won't. I had a free period next and I decided to lock up in my room.

I plugged in my earbuds and blasted music. Christmas was coming up soon so they played all the songs. "Last Christmas" and I started to cry. I got up and sat at my desk. I wrote in my songbook and poured my heart out.

7 hours later

"

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the path

I believe in

And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you meant everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

"

I finished the song and I liked it. It said everything I felt. The Christmas Talent Show is coming up and this will be my closing song.

First I'm gonna sing Leo Love, then Last Christmas, My Only Christmas Love, then I'll have my dance crew perform then my new song Better In Time. I had my designers make me new outfits and makeup styles for each song. I wanted my last song to look amazing. I wanted to make this performance my best yet.

I looked at my clock.... 845pm my date with Andy was supposed to be at 9. I checked myself in the mirror. I didn't look bad. I threw on my jacket and headed out. If he's there we can talk if he's not I'm moving on. I strolled down the corridors heading out to the garden. I took my time hoping that he's not there so I can forget him.

857pm.... I sat on a stone bench looking at the moon. I let my hair fall around my shoulders and wrapped my jacket around closer.