Zodiac high

Leoah

I cried my eyes out in my dorm. I didn't bother to do anything but cry. I cried and cried. I thought we could've changed things but I guess he still sees me as a crazy girl. I changed everything not because of him but for my own sakes. But when I saw him I had hope that he'd have a change of heart. I stopped smoking, stopped cussing in front of adults, I worked out and ate right, I stopped smoking weed and vaping but I guess it wasn't enough.

I was hurt before and I'm still going. You know what screw him. It's only 945 it's a Tuesday night and The Hop is open tonight. I texted Sarah, Payton, Gemma, and Arque.

Leoah: Let's go to the Hop

Sarah: it's almost 10 r u kidding me -_-

Payton: Gemma and I r so in meet u in the courtyard in 20

Arque: can my brother come

Leoah: yea y not

Payton: Gemma asked if Scott can come

Leoah: sure, Sarah wanna bring Sytus

Sarah: nah we're done for

Leoah: serious when

Sarah: today

Leoah: oh well I guess today is break up day so y not go out :)

Sarah: fine only if you buy me a drink

Leoah: ok, meet u guys in 20

I raced to my closet looking for clothes. I pulled out my Victoria Secret underwear and bra and my maroon mini halter dress. I put my hair down with a small maroon floppy bow and black heels. I applied light mascara and dark red lipstick. I grabbed my fake ID and keys and met everyone downstairs.

Gemma and Scott were holding hands.... They are such relationship goals. Arque and Payton looked stunning. Payton was wearing a little black dress with black flats, Arque was wearing a navy blue mini skirt with a white sequin top and white ankle boots. Aurai was standing by Payton and taking quick looks at her. I wish she knew how much he loved her.

Finally Sarah came down, she was wearing a floral mini skater dress with white stilettos. We got in my car and drove to the Hop. I showed my fake ID and got inside with everyone.

"We're gonna go dance!" Gemma yelled and dragged Scott away.

"Bar tender! 5 shots!" Payton yelled. The guy gave us each a tiny glass and we gulped it down. It burned my throat but it buzzed me.

"Gimme a key lime martini." I shouted. We all ordered our drinks and headed to the dance floor with it. We danced like it was our last night living. I drank all my sorrow away and danced around drunk and stupid. I didn't see anyone that wasn't drunk and I laughed.

By the end of the night we were all hungover and dazed.

"Scott lets go to your dorm!" Gemma slurred. Scott sloppily kissed her.

"I have an announcement! Payton I love you!" Aurai shouted

"Aurai I love you too!" Payton tackled Aurai and Arque barfed.

"Imma call my limo..." I slurred. "Limo pick us up at the Hop"

My limo came and we all crawled in to the back.

When we got back we went to our dorms. Except for me. I stumbled all the way to Andys dorm and pounded on his door.

"Wake up! I need to talk to you!" I yelled

"What the heck! Leoah it 2 am-" he saw me and let me in.

"Are you drunk?" He asked

"No! I'm just a little loopy...." I giggled. I sat on his bed and kicked off my heels

"Yeah there is no way you can get back to your dorm without getting caught." He laughed and I threw a pillow at him.

"Your a jerk!" I started to cry. He looked surprised . I put my head in my hands and cried more. Thank god my mascara is waterproof.

"Leoah you need to sleep. Take my bed for tonight." He said

"Why do you care! It's not like you'd give a damn about my feelings." I yelled

"Let's talk tomorrow. Get some rest." I nodded. He gave me an aspirin and water bottle.

"Can I go wash up in your bathroom?" I asked. He nodded and I tried to stand up but almost fell. He helped my there and I closed the door. I swallowed the pill and washed my face clean of makeup. I took off my dress and threw it by the door. I was in my VS underwear but at the moment I didn't care. I came out and when he saw me he held his breath.

"What?" I asked

"Nothing... Do you wanna borrow my on of my shirts?" He asked. I shrugged and he gave me a plain faded orange shirt.

"Your favorite color is still orange and yellow?" I smiled and put on his shirt.

"Yeah... You still like green and blue?" I nodded and he smiled. I felt my cheeks heated up.

"I see that my smile still makes you turn pink." He laughed and I scrunched up my nose.

"Whatever...." I mumbled. There was a pillow and blanket on the couch and I was about to sleep there.

"No. Go to the bed." He said

"That's your bed. I'll take the couch." I headed for the couch but he stopped me up and put me on the bed.

"Hey! You need to sleep too! Take the bed or I'm walking out!" He laughed and got onto the bed and laid down next to me.

"Go to bed strangy." He mumbled and fell asleep

"Thanks weirdo." I drifted off to sleep with him next to me and it was the best feeling ever.