the benefits of ronnie radke being my best friend ( jacky vincent love story )

chapter three: what will he do & what's ronnie's deal ?

continued jacky's pov from last chapter:

i stood silent for a minute, " i um-.. " at a loss for what to say ryan thankfully stepped up. " he was talking about getting some mexican food even though derek would bomb us with his gross farts. " way to save the day ryan. i swear i owe him. everyone laughed and that became the new subject. we just did our own thing and relaxed for a while until we stopped to get some food.

since we brought it up, sure enough we got mexican. all the guys got off the bus but i stayed behind. i told them to get me some food and ill stay back so anna wasn't alone plus i had some music to work on, which was the truth. i was working on some new riffs. i always try and create. especially on tour. ronnie was even okay with it. she didn't want anything but chips and salsa so i made sure they knew. i was sitting on the couch on my laptop with my headphones half on. anna came out of her bunk with just a shirt and underwear on. um- did she know i was here or ? i didn't know what to do so i just turned my head back quickly pretending as if i saw nothing. i kept glancing over at her. she was.. beautiful.

anna's pov right out of the bunk:

i cant find my pants anywhere! i know i put them on the side but now they magically disappeared. thank god it was just me here. would not be good for all the guys to see me in my underwear. i then saw jacky in the corner in my eye and jumped back. " oh my god ! j-jacky ! I'm so sorry, i had no idea you were here i thought i was alone and i took my pants off before i took a nap because i was really hot and- I'm so sorry. " i grabbed the blanket in my bunk quickly wrapping it around me. he chuckled softly staring at the computer screen, " please don't worry about it, it's fine. i didn't want to leave you here all alone and i had some stuff to work on anyway. you should put some sort if pants on soon though love, if ronnie came in and saw this he'd chew my head off really quick." i quickly found my shorts and pulled them on putting the blanket back. " you are so right." i smiled walking over and sitting beside him. "can i hear what you're working on ? "

" yeah of course " he hands me the headphones and i gently place them on my head. i grin wide listening to him just go on and on. he truly was an amazing guitarist. crazy talented. i handed them back to him after i heard enough. " that was absolutely amazing jack. you are very talented. " he smiles and sets the laptop to his side turning his body to me completely so we could be face to face. his eyes were so gorgeous. i could see a lot in them. i could see the care and happiness in his soul but it seemed like he wanted something he just couldn't have. out of nowhere my thoughts were broken again but this time i liked it. very much. he pulled me close and kissed me. i couldn't resist and i know how much i wanted to so i kissed back. i could care less who walked in, this was way worth it. i cupped his cheeks gently as he held me close by my waist our lips still pressed together. i wanted to pull away but also couldn't at the same time, like i had no control of my body. like my own body was telling me girl you need this.

after a few minutes which seemed like forever we both pulled apart. we both just smiled at each other knowing it was overdue just a tad bit. our foreheads were pressed together and i just giggled softly. is this real ? does he maybe actually have feelings for me or will this be my past playing over again coming to haunt me ? i didn't want an answer because i was over the moon but i know i needed one. i was to afraid to ask though. he grabbed my hand and kissed it softly, before pulling me over and holding me against him on his lap. i just laughed softly and put my fingers in his hair gripping it lightly. he kissed my shoulders as i played with his hair and we just talked. anything and everything. about loves, hates. favorite bands and movies. what kind of food we liked best. favorite colors and what we hated most.

" anna can i say something ? "

" of course anything. "

" i really want to get to know you more. i know a lot about you now but i need to know more. you seem like a great person and a amazing friend. "