Remembering~ a Janiel FanFic

What would I do without you

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I can't function knowing that they are out there . Knowing that they know what we are doing to them. Knowing that they remember everything..... Knowing that they can stop me from doing my horrible deeds.

Divergents.....
They know!
They know that we brainwash them!
They remember what the world was like.
With all of this they can destroy me... They can take away my throne.

"They must die!!!!!" I say as I throw my glass cup at the wall.

"But ma'm we can't then everyone will see us as monsters"

"They won't think that if they don't find out. With our technology we can make a virtual test of their fears adding things from the other side. By their reactions to the sun, the color, and the nature we'll be able to know if they are indeed divergents."

"I'll start making the announcements ma'm"
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Joeys pov
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I woke up with my lovers arms around me. I couldn't have felt safer ever in my life. I tried to get out of his grip but he only held me closer to him.
D: where are you going?
J: ummm Daniel the time
D: oh crap
Daniel said as he jumped out of bed and started putting on his clothes.

I began getting ready too. Today we are supposed to play a game of capture the flag but with actual guns that simulate the pain of an actual gunshot but it won't kill you.
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Me and Daniel walked out over to the arena. We were greeted by everyone else.
I went to take my place in the crowd to listen to the directions of the game.
(Kyle)K: what were you doing with Mr. Preda.
J: ummmm what do you mean?
K: you weren't at the dorms last night and you and Mr. Preda both came at the same time. Coincidence much I don't think so.
J: first of all why do you care
K: oh no I'm just curious. I wouldn't be surprised if I found out you were sleeping with the captain.
That was it this guy was getting on my nerves.
K: I could just imagine him taking advantage of one of his poor little weak students.
J: what's wrong with you Kyle!!! Gosh yesterday you were all lubby dubby and a little to friendly with me but now your just being a real jerk!!!!
K: oh Joey all I'm doing is pointing out what obviously is going on in your life. I mean Mr. Preda and you. Him taking advantage of your little twink body.
That was it to trigger me. I threw myself on top of Kyle and started punching him.

Everyone started pulling me off of him.
"Let me go!!! He fucking deserves it!!!!"

K: Gosh Joey what has gotten into you!?
Kyle said As he wiped the blood thAt was on his nose.

All I did was run away. I ran back into my dorm crying because of the anger that was in me. How dare he acusse and talk about Daniel that way. Daniel would never just use me as his sex toy. Or can he?

Dammit why do these toughts always bother me! Why am I always believing what other people say. But I can't help keep assuming that they are right.

I kept on crying onto my pillow. Suddenly the door slammed open causing me to look over.

It was Daniel.

Daniels pov

I couldn't help but hear Joey yell out
"what's wrong with you Kyle!!! Gosh yesterday you were all lubby dubby and a little too friendly with me but now your just being a real jerk

K: oh Joey all I'm doing is pointing out what obviously is going on in your life. I mean Mr. Preda and you. Him taking advantage of your little twink body.

What the fuck!? Did I really just hear that.

All of a sudden Joey was straddling Kyle and beating him up. I honestly tought Kyle was gonna die right there and then.

K: what the heck has gotten into you Joey

Joey ran off after that.

I gave Kyle a dead stare then ran off following Joey. He was really fast so he arrived at the dorm before I did.

I arrived at his dorm panting from all the running.

"Joey what's going on?"

J: oh Daniel, what's going on!?!? You wanna know what's going on!?!! I'll tell you! Life that's what's going on. Why is my life such shit why can't my life just be good. Why do I even exist!!!
Joey said as he begins sobbing. It hurt me so much to see him like that.
J: and you wanna know what else. I never told you this but I got raped okay. I got raped the day after school when I was gonna go to your house!!! And then Kyle is telling me this shit telling me that you are gonna take advantage and all that does is make me angry. It makes me angry that I have been taken advantaged of and how life is so unfair. And that you could use me as your sex toy!!!! God I hate my life I just want to end it all. Just as life was getting good that I got to see you again but people have to ruin everything!!!!!

D: Joey I-I didn't know. Why didn't you tell me that you were....
J: because I couldn't...... I couldn't tell you it was to horrible...
D: joey you want to know why you exist. You exist because you were put on this earth to put a smile on people's faces. You were put here to be loved and to experience life. Life is not always gonna go the way you want it to go because that's just life. Okay life will get better and I know that everyone says that but it truly does. I mean if your life was perfect how would we able to learn new things. How would you be able to know what is bad and what is good. The thing is past is in the past. Your supposed to be living right now because the present is a gift and the future is a box of so many great things that are coming or sometimes even bad things that's why you have too live in the moment. Joey I love you so much I would never use you like that and don't let anyone tell you else. If you end it all think on how that would affect others. Think about how it'll affect me. Joey if your not here with me then I wouldn't be able to live. If you die I die. If you kill yourself I'll kill my self because I wouldn't be able to function without you Joey!!!! Joey you are so amazing and you can't keep letting people tell you your not because honestly they are just jealous! Joey you are my everything and it hurts me to see you like this

I said as I was crying.

Joey then hugged me so tightly.

"God Daniel what would I do without you"

Joey said as he cried onto my chest.

"I love you"

"I love you too"

"Now come on let's go we still have that game"

Joey giggles

" okay"

"Okay"
(Fault in our stars AF)

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