Be yourself

Drama is comin' through

Well, me and Scott have not been talking for about 2 weeks. I didn't know how long I could go without seeing him or talking to him. I mean yeah, I have seen him, but not a lot. I feel like im broken, like im missing a piece of me that I really need back. Through these tough weeks, I had Liberty to cheer me up. But then Liberty got caught up in her boyfriend drama. Her and Brandon have been on and off latley.So I had Autumn cheer me up with her boyfriend Logan. They have been really clingy latley...  

3 months later,and graduation is in 2 months for the older students! Me and scott were hanging out at my house when I got a text from autumn.

Autumn: Hey! Can you and Scott come over? Logans here. We have to tell you somethingg

Jessica : Deal. See ya there chicky-poo.

When me and Scott arrived we saw liberty and Brandons car too. We went up to Autumns room and everyone was sitting there, Autumn, Logan, Liberty, Brandon,and me and Scott. 

"Hey chicky-poo! Why we all here?" I asked,nicely.

"Well, I'm now 18 and I have graduation coming up." She said, " So, I want to have a party. Your all invited." She said.

We all talked about it so then we all went home.

Me and scott are sitting on my bed.

"Hey, can I sing you something?" I asked.

"Sure:)" Scott replied.

" So don't you worry, baby you got me. I got a bad boy I must admit, You got my heart don't know how you did it." I sang.  I laughed a little.

"Wow. I love that. And, you have the most beautiful voice ever. You should go on american idol. Please." He begged.

"Um, but I'm confident, but I don't know. What if people don't like me? " I asked. I can be confident, but not all the time.

" It doesn't matter. Atleast you try, besides, they wont make fun of you, your amazing and beautiful." He said. I blushed a little. He grabbed me and we kissed a little.

"Well, are you going to try out? " He asked.

"Hand me my laptop." I said, rolling my eyes. 

"Yes!" He said. Then he handed me my laptop.

"Wait,  why is your homepage linked to AmericanIdol.com?" He asked.

"Well, I have been looking forward to trying out, I just had nobody to be with me when I got through with this. "I said. I was not lying. I loved singing a lot, and looked forward to this moment for a long time.

" I love you." Scott said, then he kissed meh:)

"Love you too, Boo." I said. 

Then, I actually didn't sign up!:( 

Buttttt,  Autumns graduation party is in 2 weeks.

Buzz

Liberty: Can you come over, I have to tell you something?" 

Jessica: Kay c:

So I go and drive to her house. I knock on her door. She answers. 

We greet eachother and walk up to her room and sit on her bed.

"I love you! "She said.

"I love you too!" I said. I was smiley because she is my bestest friend ever!

"I have to tell you something important." She said.

I felt my smile start dieing down.

"What is it liberty?" I asked.

" I'm 2 months pregnant." She said.

"Liberty, I thought we agreed you used protection!" I yelled.

"I know, but I wanted to try something new." She said.

"Oh my. Well, does your mom know?" I asked.

"Hell no. I don't talk to her about anything. " She said.

"You have to tell her." I said.

"Fine. But she wont help me. She will just ignore me like she always does!" Liberty yelled.

"I'll help you. When the baby is born you will have me and Brandon to help you."  I said. She agreed with me. Then, I stayed until late at night with her talking and shopping and stuff. Then, Scott came over and brought me home.

Me and scott were laying in bed as usual.

" How was your day, sweety?" I asked.

"Great, but I missed you. Yours? " He asked. 

" Same." I replied. I stared into his dark chocolate eyes, and kissed him. We made out. Then, whatever.

The next morning I went to libertys. She was worried because Brandon was not at her house like usual. I told her he was probably getting baby dipers and food and bottles(ext.) And, I was right. He came back and I gave liberty a goodbye hug and brandon actually gave me a hug too! I was excited because me and Brandon were good friends! It was cool.

"Hey Jessica, on your way out, can yu shut the door?" Liberty asked.

"Sure?" I said.

Whenever she asks me to do that, it means stuff. 

 When I got home with Scott I took  a nap.

Buzz.

I got a text from liberty that woke me up.

Liberty: Hey, want to go to a party tomorrow night? 

Jessica: Sure gurl c:

Liberty: Good, bring the girls. c;

Jessica: Kay(: