I'm disgusted by myself.
A weak, pathetic fool.
I laugh myself delirious,
And drown myself in drool.
I fumble in the darkness,
So I won't have to see,
The fat disgusting monster
That's sadly become me.
That snorting, greedy pig
Inhales all her food.
She uses junk for comfort
Feels better when she chews.
I get so angry at her,
Feel murderous, manic
How would steel, so cold and cool
Feel against her withered skin
Don't worry darling,
Don't panic.
For who could care more for you than me?
But-Ha! Haha!
What are the odds.
I am you.