The Missing Peace

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BismillahirRahmanirRahim

AssalamuAliakum waRahmaTulAllahiWabarakatu

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This page will be about the Quran.


I remember 8th grade year, I wanted to actually try to be a better muslim of my own choice. So I decided to take charge of praying, dressing well, and seeking God's pleasure in a way I was comfortable with.

I remember that I tried to pray on time and pray well; to feel that light in my heart. I wanted the peace that everyone was talking about.

I tried to be nicer to people, dressed modestly, prayed, fasted, and practiced lowering my gaze.

I still felt empty. I wasn't sure what was wrong with me. I was supposed to be feeling that ''peace".

Summer after 8th grade, my Ramadan goal was to find out why I was not feeling that "peace".

I started reading the Quran regularly. I forced myself to try to understand and read the translation and transliteration.

All along I was missing the "key to happiness", the Quran. The words that could've soothed my heart. Despite everything else I was doing, I still needed the Quran

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The Quran will always be there for you. Try to find a love for it. For, verily, with every hardship there is ease.


Salaam



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