Babygirl

12

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We only had a week until going back to New York. So far El had been sleeping 12 hours out of the day and I had been spending most of my time with either El and Jake or just Jake. The vacation turned out to be mainly just Xavier and El bonding with me tagging behind. After the kiss though, I tried to distance myself from Xavier. He would try to get me to go with him and El but I would always make up an excuse. It just felt awkward being with him, more than usual. Not awkward in the get away from me, but the awkward that knows that kiss wasn't just something in the air and now I don't want anything to happen because I'm scared. I guess I was just scared.

I feel bad for ignoring him though don't get me wrong. This morning, I went down to the buffet and he was trying to get me to sit with him and I just ran out of the room.

I guess I'm the awkward one. Who the hell just sprints out of a buffet. Anyways, yeah, I think my strategy is being found out because Xavier is trying to get into the room demanding I talk to him.

"She's like really busy Xavier I don't know what to tell you." Paige stuttered out the open door that was blocked by her arm span.

I'm currently on the ground laying like a star so Xavier  won't see me. I hear Xavier's long sigh "Is she that busy that she runs out of a room because she's 'busy'?"

"Yup," Paige answers subtlety. Xavier talks back.

"Paige just let me in, do you know why she's not talking to me?"

There's a long pause and I'm almost certain he's trying to break in.

"Xavier she's just really busy." Paige finally says with a hint of laughter in her voice.

"If she's really busy, why is she laying on the ground?" Xavier speaks in a dark voice. Oh shit he must have seen one of my legs behind the bed. I stand straight up catching a glimpse of the slightly surprised curly man and sprinting  in to Paige's room.

"I'm not here!" I shout.

I hear Paige sigh.

"She's not here." Then the sound of  a door comes into my ears. I peak around the corner to see my best friend walking towards me with a mad expression on her face.

"You are so stupid." She says with crossed arms facing my taller figure with her little one. I just laugh and walk towards my bed.

"You know you have to see him anyways tonight, remember he has to drop the little one off at 6." Paige nags me. I turn around, facing her.

"Will you please answer the door when he comes tonight?" I say with a pleading voice. She smirks at my begging, then walks away with relaxed crossed arms.

"Sorry can't help you there, I have a date at 5:30."

"Who the hell has a date at 5:30!"

"You're going to have to face your fears sometime in your life." Paige laughs.

"Not when I have my friend who will do it for me!"

"S, why are you even scared of Xavier?" She argued.I forgot I didn't tell her we kissed.

"I-I-I I'm not." I whisper playing with my ears as a habit of lying.

Paige gives me a look of "what the fuck is wrong with you, that was the worst lie ever."

I sigh and try not to make eye contact.

"We kissed okay...."

"S! What the hell is wrong with you!!"

"Exactly! And that's why I need to avoid him so nothing happens because of it." I argue back using my arms as emphasis.

"This is your problem and you're going to fix it, just tell him no if he does anything."

"It's not that easy! Xavier is a very pushy person."

"Well I don't know what to tell you, sister. You had a kid with him, you kissed him, and now you have to see him on a day to day basis." Paige grumbles waking to get closet and picking a few dresses out.

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Why couldn't Xavier just leave me the hell alone after that thing we did. It's not like we felt anything from it. Well that's not true, I have to admit the spark never left.

"Paige, can you please just wait 30 minutes!" I beg getting down on my knees in front of her, "Pleaseeeee." It's 5:28 and Paige was waiting by the door for her date.

"No, this guy is hot."

Before I could say one word, two knocks ring though our ears. All the blood rushes from my face, maybe it's him. I quickly hide behind the wall next to the door but I can't really hear anything except when Paige yelled good bye to me.

Five minutes pass and another knock comes in contact with the door. Maybe Paige forgot something or maybe she's coming back to be a good friend and wait for Xavier then leave.

I was scared, slowly walking to the door. My breath hitched in my throat when I slowly opened the door, trying not to find the curly locks I knew was above me. I usher El in the door, smiling and pretending to listen to the stories she was telling me of what her and her Daddy did. All of a sudden right before the door was about to be shut all the way, something strong stopped it.

I looked up to the object to see Xavier's long arm pushing the door open, I look up into his wild green eyes that show me the one emotion he has right now, anger.

"Can I talk to you in the hall or are you still not here?" He rasps, his face becoming my death in which I couldn't move.

"El stay in here, mommy and I are going to talk in the hall for a little while." Xavier says to El, he grabs my arm harshly and drags me through the door.

His body crushes mine when he forces me onto the white walls.

"I didn't kiss you days ago to be ignored." Xavier growls near my ear, pushing my face side ways so he has better access to my neck. My stuttering was on fire when I spoke.

"Let's just forget it Xavier, it meant nothing." Xavier viciously grabs my jaw and forces me to look into his green orbs.

"Let it go?! We both know that can not be let go!"

"We can let it go, just go back to being friends. Yeah we can do it." I say with hope in my voice.

His crotch starts crushing mine as he he grinds himself into my flesh.

"Just kiss me, I know you want to." Xavier urged putting his lips on my neck. My whimpers seemed to turn him on because he keeps doing it! His lips finally trail up my neck to my lips, slipping his tongue along my lips a few times.

"Xavier, no, I need to go put El to bed." I raise my voice, escaping his body.

What did I just do, HOLY shit what did I just do!?

Love that I'm getting more inspiration for writing, this chapter has probably been the most fun to write. I think I'm going to start posting dirty gifs with my story's. Like really really really dirty. I'm not holding back but if someone doesn't like it tell me, k bye!

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