Just like other relationship's even my relationship had some problems. But I always made sure that these problem dont affect my relation and my bonding with her. After her proposal my life just took a different turn. My fate bought me just one emotion i.e "happiness".
No sorrow's, No Tensions, No Pressure , No problem with the person you love is I guess a perfect relationship.
We did have problems but I never let thost problem's turn into fight's as I dont know what fighting is. I can't ever fight with her. I can't ever get angry on her. She means the world to me and I can't even think of hurting her. ' I have one life and I only wanna live it with her'.
We basically shared a common problem i.e 'Family'.
She was always very worried about this thing. She always said me that her family is damn strict whenever it came to "love". She always said me "Rishabh my dad will kill me if he comes to know that she's dating someone".
And whenever she said this I always got sad. But then I never let that sadness break my confidence. And since I can't see her sad I used to console her by saying " just hold my hand then you'r problem is mine, trust me i'll manage everything, i'll handle everything you just be with me and support me" I always meant whatever I said.
The things were'nt easy on my side too. I knew that even my family wont accept these thigs easily. But I always believed that running away from problem's is not the way to solve it. We have to overcome it and face it.
We did'nt had any religious issues. We shared the same religion but our communities differed. She is a gujrati and I am a marwadi. But I guess that wont affect much in today's world.
She had accepted that she loves me but she was a bit scared to date because of her family issues😪.
After 2-3 weeks of her proposal one day she called me up and said " Rishabh you mean a lot to me, you're the best person I have ever met, you're the most important part of my life and I love you too.. But I dont know that even after getting this feeling I can't convience myself to go ahead from my family's orthodox background and date you"
I used to get sad at this point but then her trust on me never let my confidence go down.
But then one day I said her that dont worry "I will make you fall in love with me".
I always tried my best to be the perfect partner she could ever get, but then I still feel that something is missing, something is wrong in me, something is not perfect in me that now she's went so far from me😔.
(Its been #141 days and 11 hours since I last texted her. And I feel so helpless😪.. I want to scream out loud infront of every thay god damned I LoVE you yet, I MIss you every milisecond of my life😔.. Please come back)
But anyways this thing in the "()" is my current situation, There is a lot more things to be added in the story. My most prestigious moments are yet to come. Stay connected❤️
(I can't forget you so easily,
I can't forget you, you're a part of me)
#KruSH❤️
