Her birthday😅.. The day where I was the most nervous. 10th may❤️.. This is the most important date of my life. I love her so much. I was so excited for her birthday😍. I had many plans in my mind but could'nt get that perfect plan which could make her birthday special😍. But the only thing which made me tensed was wishing her first on her birthday. She has so many friend, so many people have a crush on her and then there's me.. I just wished to be that lucky one. It took me 3-4 days to figure out as to what should I gift her, honestly I had no plans to gift her those branded clothes or very expensive present which are just glitter for a small time. I wanted to give her somwthig which she should remember for her life time. Like wheneva she see's that thing It should remind her about mei. I wanted to be that mory in her mind which she would never like to forget. It was her birthday the next day and I was still confused with what should I gift her and on top of it the tension of wishing her first on her birthday. It was 11:00pm and I was just waiting for the clock to strike 12. With every second that passed my heartbeat increased, my nervousness increased more and more.
11:50. Its busy😢
11:51. Again busy😢😢
11:55. Still busy😢😢😢
11:57:- yet busy 😢😢😢😢
11:59:- oH fuck still busy😢😢😢😢😢
It was just 15 seconds left for the clock to strike 12
I called her again,
11:59:55 seconds:- she picked up😍❤️😍❤️😍😍. And I was like "happiest birthday dear" I did it😍 I wished her first. Ik these things are really stupid, but when you love someone you find them really cute. The excitment to make her special everytime is always the best feeling ever. I wanted to hug her when I wished her, wanted to kiss her😪. But Ik those things would have crossed the limits at that time. I wished her and then I slept.. The next day I had no ideas as what to day, I had no clue about her plans and fucking I did'nt bought the gifts yet😢
As soon as I got ready the next morning I ran directly to the gift shop, I visited 4 shops bit could'nt finf the perfect thing. And then te last shop which i visited I came across a big teddy and that was soo cute😍. And that was the perfect thig which I could give her, everytime she see's that teddy it'll remind her about me. I bought the teddy😍. But I know only teddy wont be sufficient so I got a box of "Ferrero roscher" actually I had no idea about her favourite choclates so that could be the best one to gift any girl😅. So Teddy was done, choclates were done, but I still felt rhat something was left😪.. OH!!! FUCK😢 I forgot the main thing, the card I mean the birthday card. I went to the gift shop again and after searching for almost 45 mins I got the desired card, that was a musical card, It plays a birthday song everytime you open it😅.
So gifts were done, and I thought that all these things were much ,since I was supposed to gift all of them as a frnd. I was just waiting to meet her, I just wanted to see her, hug her😍 She is so freaking beautiful, she's just the perfect one, the perfect girl that you could show your parents and they will happily accept her.. I know there's a very long time for all of this😅. So after waiting the whole day for my princess I finally mer her at 8 pm😍 in evening.. I was just stunned when I saw her, she looked soo beautiful😍, I was speechless when I saw her and on the top of that my nervousness😪 made me more speechless. I wished her, handed her all the surprises and told her to open them at home. I wanted to hug her😔 but I could'nt😪.. God why am so scared😪. Why can't I express my feelings freely to her😔. I just hope that one day she understands all of theses feelings without even me aaying about it. We could'nt go out that day because due to an emergency I had to rush directly towards the hospital so Could'nt celebrate her birthday properly, but I was happy because all if theses things bought a smile on her face😋
Her smile😅!! The only reason for me to live.
I just love her soo much, everytime when I talk about her or wheneva I remember all of theses thigs or whenva I write these stories. It makes me cry😔.
I love you❤️😔
KruSH❤️❤️
