A Forgotten Past

Chapter 9: the concert

AN
THIS WAS MY PICTURE THAT I TOOK AT THE 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER CONCERT LAST YEAR!

ZAYN'S POV.

"Do you think she's coming?" I asked Harry, as I wiped down the bar.

"Yeah, she coming." Harry said, taking a sip from his drink.

"How do you know? I mean like she can say that's she's coming, but then changes her mind." I mumbled.

"Relax Zayn, she'll be here. What's gotten to you?" Harry asked.

"Harry it's been a year since, well you know," Zayn shruggled, "It's my fault that she gotten in the car crash, it's my fault why she doesn't remember me."

"Don't talk like that Zayn. We all didn't know that was going to happen to her. Stop beating yourself up, it wasn't your fault." Harry said.

"I can't help it. If I didn't ask her to come to meet me.." I was cut off by Harry waving his hand.

"Listen here Zayn, It wasn't your fault. I don't know how many times I'm going to tell you this. Once again, we did not know she was going to get hit by a drunk driver. Please stop saying it was your fault she is still alive, a little damage, but still alive. You should put that behind you and try to win her back." Harry said, I could tell he was a little annoyed by me.

I ran my fingers through my hair, and nodded. He was right. Lexi was still alive, I should be greatful. I can spend another living moment with the one I love. I felt bad for trying to ignore her all day at school. I just couldn't take it. When I see her, I see her on that hospital bed clinging to life.

"I got to go." Harry said, taking his drink and walked to the table with Louis.

As for me, I went back to working serving people drink and food.

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I was taking somebody's order, once Lexi got there, it was around 10:30p.m. My heart just dropped. I felt like I was in a dream and when I wake up, I'll be on a chair beside her hospital bed.

I watched as she made her way toward Harry, Louis, and Maria. She sat down with them, she had a smile on her face. It had been so long. I found myself smiling.

Soon Harry got up from his chair and walked towards me. I could careless, my eyes were on Lexi. I saw the frown on her face. Why was she sad? What is she thinking about?

"Hey Zayn can I have a sprite and a lemonade?" Harry asked, as he leaned against the bar.

I nodded.

"When do you get off." Harry asked.

I turned my head to the clock that was handing on the wall, it was 10:40. I looked back at Harry, "I'll get off in 20 minute." I answered.

"Great, as soon as you get off I want you to march you ass to our table and talk to Lexi." Harry said as he pointed at the table he and the other were sitting.

I looked at the table, Lexi was talking to Bria, smiling and laughing. I smiled at her. I loved her like this. She threw her back out of laughter at a joke that Louis had told. I nodded back at Harry and went to go give him his drinks.

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In the past 20 mintues were the longest and the worst of my whole entire life. I was finally off. I took off my apon and walked over the table where Lexi was sitting at. I took a deep breath before I pulled the chair back and sat down.

"Hey." I smiled.

I felt Harry smile at me.

She blushed making my heart stop, "Hey Zayn."