chapter 2: this isn't real

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Zayn's POV

This can't be happning. She has to be playing some kind of trick on me. I know that she loves to do that all the time.

"Ha ha very funny lexi. How are you feeling love?" I sit down next to her on the bed and grab her hand in mine. She snatches her hand from mine and scoots over to the other side of the bed away from my touch.

"Seriously who are you?" She asks timidly. She looks confused as she glances around the room. My eyes begin to water little by little but I quickly wipe the tears from my eyes.

This can't be happening. This has to be some sick and twisted dream. I know she knows who I am. She has to I'm the love of her life as she is mine. I can't bare to think that she doesn't know me or even remember all the good times we have had.

I start to panic and look across the room between Sandra and Bria. "What the fuck is going on? Why can't she remember me?" I say my eyes blazing locked on their confused yet crestfallen faces. I look back at Lexi and she looks aghasted. My face soothes a fraction and I make eye contact with her.

"Lexi... baby, please, please don't do this to me.I need you and I can't take this right now. I-." I was interrupted by the door scraping across the ground signaling that someone has entered the room. I look up to see a tall man dressed in scrubs with a lab coat on. He has salt and pepper hair and piercing grey eyes.

"Ah lexi I see you are awake. Hello I'm doctor Grey. I will be overseeing lexi's vitals and progress over time." He pulls out the tools that he needs to check on my baby. He gives her instructions of what she needs to do. She follows all of them and in due time he is recording her progress. I try not to squirm in my seat to jump up and not to yell at the fucking doctor.

He clicks his pen and looks at the clipboard in his hands.

"It seems that lexi has been doing fine she has a little trauma in her head so that results in her not remembering some of the previous events."

"How long will it fucking last?! My fucking girlfriend doesn't remember me and she backs away from my touch. Don't you know how much this fucking hurts. Not to feel her touch or her voice? Or laugh? It's been a fucking year that she has been in this coma and my life as has been spiraling into darkness without her. I've been going insane and what makes it worse is that her parents hate my guts. Do something!!" I sit back in my chair after my outburst. The doctor doesn't look fazed as he has to be.

"Sir-."

"Zayn." I correct him

"i understand that you want lexi to gain her memory back, but these things take time you have to bear with me. Lexi's memory will come back but just small parts of it slowly."

"fine" i grind my teeth trying to make sure that i don't cuse the stupid doctor anymore.

"when will she get her memory back?" i say

"Zayn," Dr. Grey takes a deep breath, "I honestly don't know it could take weeks, months, or even years. It just all depends on lexi and her progress. But its not all on lexi, you have to help also that means to do little small things that you two used to do when you were together. It all depends on both of you two. You both need to have a lot of faith that she will get her memory back."

"Alright doctor i'll do what i have too" i say

" thank you and i also hope and wish for the best for you both. Before i go i just want to say that her parents have been contacted and are on their way to see their daughter you can stay if you want to or-"

"No um i'll go ahead and leave" i get up from my seat and give lexi a quick peck on her forehead and whisper silently so only she can hear. "i love you, lexi never forget that." i quietly leave and walk back to my car.

As soon as i start my car, i feel the engine vibrating, i make a desicion that i will do whatever it takes to get lexi and her memory back. i won't stop until she remebers me even if its the last thing i do.

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Once i get to my loft, i see that the boys are there, probably to make sure that i'm okay. I put the key in and unlock the door and walk in I see all the boys on the couch looking at me with quetsioning eyes I look at them with a determained look on my face and say

"She doesn't know who i am. She lost her memory,but i'm going to get her back and get her to remember me and all the times we had togther all the love we shared and all the times we never let anything get in our way. I'm getting her back one way or another."

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HELLO LOVES SORRY I'VE BEEN A-WALL LOTS HAVE BEEN GOING ON AT HOME AND GOT MY PHONE TAKEN UP AND HAD MY BFFS NOOK BUT LOST IT AND NOW I'M LOOKING AND NOW IM USING THE COMPUTER AT SCHOOL IN THEATER LOL

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XOXO LEXI

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