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Lily's POV.
I hate him.
I hope he dies.
No I don't.
Yes I do.
No I don't.
I want him to suffer.
No I don't.
UGHHHHHHHHH.
Tears cloud my vision as I let thoughts about him run into my mind. His eyes. His face. His hair. His kindness.....
His 'boo'.....
My thoughts where cut short by yelling behind my door. I scoot toward it to hear what's happening.
"I need to see her" Nialls voice.
"No Niall." Louis.
"Louis, I think she needs him.... You see how she acts. She's like the walking dead!" Taylor.
"yea. I agree with Tay." Liam.
"Well I don't! You see her! She's broken! She needs time!" Louis.
"Louis Tomlinson! Don't even start! After heart break, a girl needs closure! Not isolation!" Taylor.
I don't hear anything else from Louis.
"I'll go talk to him" Taylor sighs.
"I'm gonna go talk to lily...." A beautiful Irish accent says.
I scurry toward my bed and crawl under the covers, actings like I was asleep. I hear the door squeak open and the smell of cologne clouds the room. The bed dips toward my head and a hand caresses my cheek. A muffled sob is heard next to me and the bed shifts from under me.
"You probably can't hear me, cause your sleeping, but I love you lily! I'm sorry! So sorry! I'm so stupid to think I could live without you.. I miss you... I feel like nothing without you. I have no reason to live. I lost it once everyone left the hall, I broke down. I felt like the whole situation just then hit me like a ton of bricks." He chuckled "even if you don't hear me, I want you to know that I don't have any feelings for her.... I love you. I was drunk and I was so so stupid. You remember how I had a killer headache? More like killer hangover.... I didn't want to tell you because I knew you were against the whole drinking thing since..... You know..... It. I'm so scared to tell you this when your awake cause, I was scared. I know, it's stupid. But I didn't want to make I worse. I need you lily.... If I can't have you back I might as well hand my self over to Andrew." He said it all in a shaky yet strong voice.
"I forgive you." I say, looking up.
He's was takes off guard and he falls off the bed. I burst out laughing and he looks at me with eyes full of terror and shock. He then notices that I was awake and he blushes.
"You heard all that?" He says, looking up from the floor. I just nod an laugh a bit more. We talk for about an hour before he asks the question we've been dreading.
"So, are we still together?" He asks.
"Yea," I say, smiling.
"I've got the best idea!" He says.
"And what would that be?"
"What if we pretend that we hate each other. We just yell at each other and you let out a few sobs and we could break something!"
"Imagine what Louis would do to you," I say, laughing.
"For the humor," he says, sounding like a knight.
"Alrighty,"
"I just want you to know, whatever I say, isn't real. Just for the act. Okay?"
"Okay." (TFIOS MOMENT)
"I CANT BELIEVE YOU! AFTER ALL IVE DONE! JUST ROT IN HELL!"
"I DONT CARE NIALL! I HOPE YOU DIE!" We continue to argue and say repulsive things at each other, trying to hold in laughter. I let out a fake sob and Niall plays the sound of shattering glass on his phone. Thank ye YouTube. We hear screams outside the door and a furious Tomlinson walks in. He stops dead in his tracks once we double over in laughter. He turns to Niall and he look at him dumbfound. Once we control our laughter, we explain that we are together again. Louis goes through an extra 5 minutes to explain to Niall about how if her breaks my heart he will be in his grave and dead. Louis even threatened to steal Nialls fridge. Once me and Niall walked out, hand in hand, Harry jumped from his seat on the couch and apologized about 3 million times. I told him I forgave him too.
"Pizza anyone??" Niall asks.
We all give approving grunts as Niall orders 12 pizzas. 12. He frowns at me.
"What's wrong?"
"Lily, you are so skinny! When was your last meal?!"
I had to think.
"3 days ago, I think."
"Lily, you have to eat at least half a pizza." He says sternly. I agree with him. A ring on the door in Louis and Taylor's room signaled the arrival of the miraculous food sent to us by the all mighty gods. At least according to Niall that is.
Liam gets up to pay for the pizza and we hear a gasp from were he is. Yelling is heard, mostly Liam's, and it all goes silent.
Louis get up to see what's wrong.
"Girls, I need you to all get in the closet or something, hide. Make sure you won't be found." He says sternly. We nod and I see Taylor shaking.
"Boys, protect the girls. If you hear me scream, Niall, call the cops, Harry and zayn, come help."
The girls go try to look for a place to hide and we finally decide to hide in the dresser. Yes the dresser. Some cabinets were huge so we crawled in, scattering whatever was in the space onto the floor. I was left in a spot by myself. We give the guys the signal to tell them that we are hiding.
We can hear what's happening. Louis screams. Another voice laughs. A GUNSHOT is heard. Then we hear HARRY and zayn run in and we hear Niall talking over phone. Harry and zayn scream and it all goes silent. Nialls pleas are heard and an ear piercing scream echoes. It is not a normal scream. A scream that leaves an after effect on you. You can hear their pain and their horror. It all goes silent.
"Lily! I told you I would always win!" A voice says. Andrew.HAPPY THANKS GIVING!!!!!!!!!! Another chapter will be up today! I will try my best my lovely reader! Love you all!!!!!!!
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