That GIRL

Heey so this my is first story so please comment giving your opinion it will be much appreciated -Serena

Silvia then gets the opportunity to go back to elemont high school. How will she cope when she unravels the truth that has been haunting her for 5 years.

Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple - Dr. Seuss

My life turned out exactly how I wanted it too, not quite the way I wanted but that's how it seemed to other people. They would always tend to think I'm the most privileged person in the world, just because of my success. say it's cliche but money doesn't buy you happiness. I'm 22 and I am the most successful business woman in England but then again I'm the most miserable person in England.I have a amazing fiancé but then again I can't get myself to love him ask me why? I do not know myself.

Driving down the road watching as the trees whiz past me, I'm always consumed in my thoughts one day they'll eat me alive and I can't control it. The thought that it's been 5 years and I still can't find the strength to get over it still baffles me.

I Pulled up to my office, I still admire it every time I see it, to think it's mine as well it was located in the centre of London and the most known business worldwide I've worked with all the known business people globally including Alan sugar and Donald trump and yeah I'm still 22, that's the only thing I'm content with in my life. I think anyway.

The day just flew by as i looked up to see the clock hanging on my office wall. It was 6 o'clock and I knew it was time for me to go home. I hated going home I despised the fact I had to face my fiancé, the way he looks at me and knowing how much he loved me and how he'd do anything for me but the fact I didn't feel the same way towards him, it killed me inside. Putting my hands in my face I just want to cry so badly but I physically couldnt cry, I think I'm just emotionally drained. High school ruined my life and that was a fact! she still haunted me till this day her long blonde hair her big mysterious eyes that made anybody shiver her beauty was just unbelievable. Shaking my head I couldn't bring myself to think about her anymore. I got up packing my stuff and my office door swung open, there stood my manager he was a funny looking man he was short and bald he had thick eyebrows that nearly covered his small brown eyes. And his belly stuck out, making it look like his shirt was about to burst open.

'I've got it mrs. Reed' he screamed with a excited face.

'Enlighten me' I said with a blank expression I wasn't in the mood for him and his ideas

'Well I was thinking, you know how the whole world thinks you are a.............'

'A bitch' I said finishing his sentence, and giving him a look to carry on. he looked petrified, like he was about to wet himself, was I that intimidating?

'Well elemont high school is looking for.............someone to volunteer for a week and I thought it was a great idea to get you some good press' I looked at him shocked, the name of my high school brought shivers down my spine. He must be mad to think I'd ever step back in that place, just the thought of going back made my heart stop. I grabbed my bag and pushed past him

'Thats not going to happen' I said whilst walking out

'Just think about it mrs. Reed' he screamed

I wasn't willing to take that risk I couldn't face it. because nobody knew the secrets that school held.

I got in my car and drove home

I walked into my mansion everything was extravagant it was a show home then a actual home it didn't feel comfortable like a home should

'Hey, babe' my fiancé said pressing his lips on to mine. ' I cooked for you. your favourite as well lasagne' he said pulling away with a grin across his face

'You should let the chef cook thats what he's paid for' I said harshly I knew he didn't deserve

a harsh response, and like any other girl she would of swooned over her fiancé cooking for her but not me.

'Sorry babe, I just wanted to make you food, you've just not been eating' he said grabbing me closer. & this is what I mean no matter how rude I am or try to push him a way he never reacts he just makes it out that he's done the wrong if only I could love him. The fact that any girl would die for him did not make it easy. he was 5 ft 8 he had slightly tanned skin which blended with his sandy blond hair. Loose strands of hair perfectly framed his oval shaped head. Wide green eyes brought out his natrual beauty, and i couldn't help but think how amazingly attractive he was.His thick light eyebrows showed content, but friendly at the same time . The shape of his Biceps, Triceps, and Deltoids are easily seen through his designer shirt. He was truly the man of any girls dream.

I pushed past him ' well I'm going to get changed' I said walking up the stairs. I knew he didn't deserve it, it's not his fault but I can't love someone when I knew that what happened 5 years ago still defines me and haunts me.

I walked into my room and starred at myself In the mirror I was what you called weirdly attractive I was pale and I had dark wavy hair my eyes where a piercing shade of grey, my plump lips which had the strangest curl to them,but I hated the girl that starred back at me.

Walking away from my reflection, I went straight to bed I did not have much of an appetite.

Waking up to my nightmares even though I've been having the same nightmare for 5 years it still scared me each time. i looked to my side and Adam lay next to me he looked so peaceful and flawless, he was so mesmerising.

I crept out of my king size bed making sure not to wake him up. I was tired & just physically and emotionally drained at this rate I knew I was going to go mad. its the only way Silvia I said to myself I think it's time for me to find out what happened 5 years , it's the only way to figure out the truth I couldn't live like this any longer because it is truly and utterly destroying me

I grabbed my phone and dialled my managers number

I took a deep breath

'I'll take that volunteering position' i said hanging up

HEEEEEEEEY!

So please let me know what you think about the first chapter, I know it's not that exciting but I'll guarantee that the next few chapters will be more exciting -Serena