Shot Through The Heart

ThanksGiving

The holidays have come round again...sadly. Usually it's a time for cooking and planning and spending time with your families. Getting so full you're gonna explode and then bathroom crowds.
But for me and my family
It's all about yelling and arguing. Over nothing. Food fights and fatal pranks. And I'm gonna be outside....again. They throw me And my son on the backyard. All he have is a fleece blanket and our coats. Turkey slices and a bowl of dressing. I have my phone to call people but....since its the holidays no one will answer. And coming back into the house,I get grabbed by my ear and taken right back outside. And no matter how many times I call the police,nothing changes.

This ThanksGiving happened and I'm not living past it. I've called a murder hit on myself and paid 500 dollars for someone to come and kill me at 5:00 A.M tomorrow morning. Don't ask why. Because all I ever really wanted was something I couldn't ever have. And that's a bff bae. So goodbye Taylor,Mommy,My sissies,my friendy wendy and all my other wonderful friends. And goodbye bff bae. I've had some wonderful times with you,but I guess it's time for me to end my life. I love you all and I'm happy and thankful and grateful for all the love you all have given me and the support but it's time for me to die. Goodbye my beautiful family..goodbye everyone..happy ThanksGiving and Merry Christmas..I love you 

                                                                                             -Drewie (deceased)