Why?

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So I was chatting with my internet friend, and they asked me what was the point of this... whatever to call THIS. Really, I'm not sure. It's just kinda relaxing to rant about small moments in my life, even if nobody reads it. But hey, you're reading this, so whatever I'm doing, I'm keeping you entertained.

When I'm writing these, I try to make it like you're having a conversation with me. So I just write what I'm thinking, in the same way I would say it to a friend. It also seems like the people who read it LISTEN to me unlike my irl friends who make everything a joke. (Not you two cheeky people, Kath and Mkay-kay;) Seriously, I'll be trying to have a normal, calm conversation and they'll just go on off on some rant about the lyrics of Na Na Na. But hey, I love them still :3

It's also embarrassing because of my anxiety, they yell and stuff, not giving any fucks if people overhear. Some of them don't believe I have anxiety and that I'm 'just saying it for attention', but NO?! Just because I don't have panic attacks every time somebody talks to me DOES NOT MEAN I DON'T HAVE ANXIETY OKAY smh

I'm happy though. I'm grateful that I have what I have, and I couldn't ask for any more :)

That was really mushy and cheesy I'm so sorry xD


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