Blog Of The Hopeless Lost Phan Girl

;_;

I feel broken :(

Everyone my age and at my school is always talking about having crushes and how they want to fuck Chris Evans (Like three people but that's not the point), and I'm here without anybody I 'love'. I just feel so left out. What's it like, having a crush? Do you get anxious around them? Do you not make eye contact and stutter when talking to them? Why do you cause so much drama over a guy? A guy you don't even know, for god's sake. What's the big deal about sex? It makes me feel nauseous to think about doing anything considered sexual, and just seeing the gifs that porn blog had... I just.... I feel like I'm going to throw up. I feel sick and broken and lost and sad and tired. Really, really tired. I'll be fine, though, don't worry. I would never try to hurt myself in any way, I just feel... excluded. Excluded, confuzed, broken, sick, and tired.