If I fall you will catch me?

Let Me Love You Goodbye

Sooo it's been almost a month since the last update. Sorry about that, my writing flow was very lazy. Here is a new chapter.

Jason's P.O.V.
When I woke up that morning the bed felt cold and empty. Piper wasn't there and my heart shattered. This feeling I hated this feeling, the feeling that you had what you wanted all in your arms and then it's being ripped away from you and you can't do anything about it. As I got out of the bed, I saw Piper packing and that I didn't have a shirt on. She mustn't have noticed that I was awake because she was about to lift her shirt up and change it. That's when I coughed and she jumped and turned around. "Jason, sorry" she said as she put on a hoodie and grabbed her suitcase. "I have t-t-to leave now." She looked at me in the eyes and I saw her shatter right in front of me as she fell to the ground and started sobbing. Then I noticed he sleeves were soaked and she passed out in my arms. I lifted her sleeve and the were so many bleeding cuts on her arm. I picked her up rushed out my room and started calling for help "THALIA. ANNABETH. LEO. PERCY" I yelled loud tears down my face as Pipers cuts continued to bleed. First one to come out was Annabeth, when she saw Piper she gasped and dialed for an ambulance. She rushed over to me "Jason, what happened?" She said softly wiping the blood from her arms, and trust me it was a lot of blood. I was terrified at that moment my heart had shattered too many times that morning too many things had happened and now I was waiting for a dam ambulance to take my dying girl from my arms and heal her. I guess at that moment something clicked in me and I realized that I had broken her and it was my job to fix her. I grasped on tightly to Piper and started to run, she was mine and nobody would take her away from me. The Grand Canyon was a big place and the hospital was a mile away, I would make it and she would survive. As I ran out of the hotel towards the hospital. I could never have done that under normal circumstances but Piper was dying and I needed to save her, half way there the ambulance caught up to us and we got on. The ride to the hospital was scarier than the running I lost my sight of her as the doctors piled on her sticking tubes in her arms and cleaning the cuts. Then I heard a scream from her, and I fainted.
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I woke up in a hospital bed shaking from cold sweat, for a second there I was unsure of why I was there. But then the horrible memories came back. I immediately sprang off my bed only to be held down by Thalia. I was so happy to see her, I immediately hugged her and she hugged me back, hard. I felt her cold metallic bracelets pressed against my back as fingernails were cold against my bare back. "Where is Piper?" I asked her softly. She pulled away from the hug and looked at me then she looked away, "she is in a coma Jason, she cut a lot and very deep. She lost a lot of blood, J. Sh-e-e might not make it" then she started sobbing into my chest. When Thalia started at Goode before Annabeth and Percy came she was all alone. Then Piper found her one day and saves Thalia from the wrongs of the horrible school. Since then the two never left each others side. She never talked about Piper because of dad, he didn't like the McLean family at all. I comforted my sister like she always did for me. Then I slowly got up and realized I was only in my superman boxers. I blushed and looked at Thalia, and she joked about it, "nothing I haven't seen before LITTLE bro". It was an embarrassing fact but back in middle school, I had this habit of walking to my room naked since it was right across from the bathroom and Thalia one day came early from school and well she saw, well everything, through that year it happened a couple of times she never let me live that down. Thalia grabbed my pants and gave them to me. I put them on along with a shirt and my shoes, and I went to visit Piper. The doctors said visitors would be open within an hour, all I could was stare at her through the glass. So many tubes and wires sticking into her it was hard to tell it was her. The once so beautiful Piper that I had to carry to the nurse from the rain outside was here in the hospital in the Grand Canyon because she had cut too deep. She'd cut because she loved me. I felt a tear go down my face. A pain of being ripped away from someone you love and that cares about you. She was the world to me, and sure laugh at me because I'm 16 and I said I loved her. But look at King Tut he got married at 14 so don't even, she is mine and I'll do anything to ensure she stays that way.

~TO BE CONTINUED~

If this offends anybody with depression I'm really sorry I swear I don't have any bad intentions towards any of you. If you need a friend to talk to just message me I'll talk to you all you want. I love every single one of you. If I have some wrong facts about depression and cutting I'm really sorry I understand how serious depression is. I had to put the part about cutting in there because somebody I know died from cutting and it was hard so. Please don't give up, please I swear it will be worth it at the end. Please don't cut, I really love you all❤️❤️❤️

~Elli The Carrot❤️