love is troubling

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That fuck, I was actually awake when he was saying what he was saying. He called us monsters, and told Sam to break up with me. Not only did he say that, but he said Sam needed therapy because he was gay, and that the world was infested with gays. Geez he just makes me so mad. As soon as he left, I got up only to see Sam crying. He had a hand mark from when his dad hit him. I try and comfort him, but he pushes away. "Maybe I should just listen to him" he says. "No don't listen to that unloving piece of shit" I say. "Just go ok, please before I make him more mad" he says. This literally shatters my heart. "I love you Sam" I say. I do love him, he just needed to hear it from me. I just wished his father didn't tell him that he was unworthy son. That is exactly what he said before he left the room. "I love you to jess" he says. "But please leave I'll be over in a bit just I need to think things through" he says. "Okay, and we aren't monster" I say.
I leave knowing that maybe things will be okay. But honestly he will probably listen to his dad, and his love for me will be taken away. Let's just hope that the first thing will happen.
When I got home my parents were of course fighting. Screaming about how unworthy of a son I am for being gay, and being transgender. I hate them so much. "Where the hell have you been" my moms says. She had a expression of fury in her eyes. "At Sam's, Bailey's cousin" I says. "What a new boyfriend" my dad smirks. "Shut up you ass" I say stomping up the stairs, futrated at everything that's happened today. I get in the shower, and there my tears started to flow. I couldn't hold it in anymore.
I fell asleep as soon as I hit my bed. I needed to sleep, to sleep away my fustration. I hear a knock on my widow. (There's a fire escape). I go over and it's Sam. By now my parents left so it was ok to let him in. As soon as I open, he pushes me over to the wall, and starts kissing me. Moving his hand toward my now hard cock. His hands gentle. This definitely had to be angry sex, so I let it happen. He moved us to my bed, and stripped off my pants and underwear. It shocked me but I still let it happen. A loud moan left my mouth as he then started to give me a blowjob. My moans got louder. He came back up and started kissing me. Then he stripped off all his clothes, and I took off my shirt. Now fully naked. He turned me over, and we had sex.
It was my first time, and it hurt. But I didn't stop him, I just let him get out his emotions. Afterward we fell asleep, again him holding me, his touch warming.
We wake up and he kisses my nose playfully. I let out a laugh as I turn over to look at him. "Love can I ask you something?" Sam asked. "What is it babe" I say. "May we run away together now" he says. "Yes we may" I say. It was not a hard decision. We both got rejected my our families of who we were. Our adventure together will be nothing but acception. Our adventure starts now.

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