Mostly Silent... (1D)

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

~•Hospital•~

"Are we aloud to see him?" I asked to Louis trying to hold back my tears. We were in the lobby of the hospital. He stared down at me before kneeling down so I looked down at him.

"Are you sure you can? He lost a lot of blood and looks...." He drifted off, holding my hands in his. I lightly nodded whipping away a tear.

"Okay, but we have to make sure with the nurses and his parents." I nodded again holding his hand as we walked to the front counter.

"Ma'm may we see Julius, please?" Louis asked the plump lady that sat on the other side of the table.

"Last name?" She asked not moving her head to look at us as she scanned some papers. Louis looked to me for his last name.

"Rivers" I answered quietly.

"Julius Rivers, can we see Julius Rivers please?" Louis asked one more time. The lady looked up at us and scanned all our faces before speaking.

"Family only" she said in mono tone, dropping her gaze back to her papers.

A tear rolled down my cheek as I buried my face into Louis side.

"C'mon, it's her best friend and she just wants to see if he's alright!" Liam said stepping forward.

"Well I'm sorry but his parents said they didn't want ANYONE but family coming in today. Maybe try another day." The lady replied back. I heard a chorus of sighs from the boys as Louis picked me up and we walked out of the hospital.

"Didn't she know who we are?" Harry asked as we climbed into the car.

"She's just a-" Niall started but Liam cut him off. "Maybe she didn't notice it was us"

I slightly nodded looking out the window as I sat on Zayn's lap in the car.

~•~

"You better get going to bed honey buns" Louis called from the kitchen. We had just finished eating diner-well I didn't really eat-like 20 minutes ago. And Liam and Louis were both in the kitchen doing dishes as Niall sat in the recliner on his phone, along with Harry in the living room. Zayn was sat next to me on the couch as we watched the Tv.

"You have school tomorrow and its late" Liam said popping his head out of the kitchen. I sighed before turning my head to look at Zayn. He gave me this look like he was reading my mind and he knew something was up.

"C'mon" Zayn said getting to his feet and pulling me up. "Something's wrong and were gonna talk about it" he whispered.

"Night!" Each boy shouted.

"Night" I quietly called back following Zayn upstairs.

I quickly changed into my pjs and brushed my teeth and hair.

"Now Sidney, tell me whats on your mind" Zayn spoke after he closed my door and we laid down in my bed. I sighed looking at him with weak eyes.

In my head I kept telling myself that I couldn't tell him. The secret about school, that only Liam knew, but Liam doesn't even know half of it. I looked off to the side as another tear slipped from my eye. I don't think I have ever cried as much as I did today, other than the day my parents died.

Zayn quickly wipped the tear away and pulled me close to his chest. So close that I could hear his heartbeat through his chest. "Sidney, please tell me, I know something's been up lately. I can tell, please just talk to me. I don't like it when your sad, it kills me inside." Zayn whispered in my ear.