First sight

**authors note** sorry for the spelling errors please tell me if you see something wrong

I'm walking down the road and I bump into someone I turn around to help and then I see his face . I stop dead in my tracks but then he notices me and smiles . I get down to help him but he stops me and gets up then thanks me for the offer and walks away.i think it's over I'm never going to see him again . Two weeks pass since that incident and I go to my new school because I just moved to Virginia and I walk in the doors. I stop dead in my tracks because the first thing I see is that same guy. I stand there staring at him but he doesn't notice and keeps walking. I get sad and wonder why I even expected him to notice me. For the rest of the day I'm sad and thinking about him. At the end of the day I see him again and try to walk up to him but girls surround him and I just leave. The next day some girls are talking about him and I find out his name is Mathew . He's very mysterious and has no parents but some other girls say he's very energetic once you get to know him. So I'm walking down the hall thinking about him and not paying attention and get hit .I fall to the ground hard and it hurt so bad that I start to cry. I look around and my books are every where. I see a shadow over me and look up...........! It's him he is picking up MY books and he wipes away my tears he smiles down at me ............HE SMILED AT ME .But then girls start crowding around me with mad faces. He helps me up and I accidentally fall into him and then quickly jump back. I stutter a sorry out of my mouth and he laughs at me then just walks away. I'm so embarrassed that I..............I just run away crying to the roof garden . I hide in there crying for hours and someone comes to find me but I don't have any friends so I don't know who this girl is. she walks in and she asks if I wanted to be her friend. I accept shyly and blush. The next week I spend all my time with her talking and stuff . Then one day after avoiding Mathew for a week he walks up to me and sits down at MY table Courtney "my friend " and I look confused. He starts talking and i'm just sitting there like a retard while court is laughing away and talking. I become sad because I remember the indecent and asked to be excused from the table. I start to walk away when someone grabs my arm. I turn and it's Mathew I jerk away and look at him and at that moment someone pushes me and starts yelling at me while i'm on the floor. I look up and its one of his fan club members of course. I start crying because i'm scared and run away but I can't go back to the garden because Courtney might led Mathew to me so I run as far to to edge of the school that I can and climb a tree so no one will find me. I don't come to school for a week and when I do come back I avoid both Courtney and Mathew. At lunch I just eat in the tree by myself like a freak. During this time I don't talk or look at any one everybody stops noticing me. So with all the free time I have I start playing music. I'm the only one in the music department so I don't have to worry about anyone walking in on me while I'm playing. One day I'm playing the violin and someone hears so they stop and listen eventually more and more people start to crowed around the door and everybody starts making a fuss about me. They look through the window on the door and are shocked at who it is they all leave after that........... except two Courtney and Mathew they listen to the whole song and then when it's over they open the door and shut it so I cant leave. I just sit and listen to what they have to say but when they're done I just walk away no comment I continue eating in the tree at the edge of the school but one day I just stopped coming to school it lasted for about a week and then there were finales.Ever since the girl pushed me I hadn't spoke a word. The only time i spoke the whole school year was at the beginning. People............ just stopped noticing me and so its like I disappeared......Courtney told Mathew how I got bullied but it didn't matter  the school year ended . I passed the finales but just barely. Then summer came and I meet up with Courtney and we were talking ........but I would only talk to her and nobody else could hear me. After awhile we went to the beach and there we SAW HIM . Mathew was there I stopped dead In my tracks and............. then he saw us so he came toward us. I hide behind Courtney like a little kid and they started to talk to each other. Finally I peaked over her shoulder and he was looking at me and waved I waved back meekly and we went on I whispered to Courtney and she told him kind of like a translator or something. Our summer went on like that almost every day and I became less scared of him little by little and the summer ended.When school started Courtney ate in the tree with me and I didn't talk . School was some how different not my music I play or my classes but something. One day Mathew followed us to the tree and got in it with us. We were smiling and then I saw his face and all I could remember was the first time I saw him. I instinctively hugged him and he was shocked so he jumped. I lost my balance and fell but he caught me by the arm. I sprained my wrist so I couldn't eat in the tree but i think  if Courtney is there I'll be okay so we go to lunch in the cafeteria and every one stares at us but Mathew doesn't notice he starts to talk about himself and I'm just captivated by what he is saying during the time we ate in the cafeteria I learned things about him more and more every day. Then the school talent show came around I had been practicing at my house none stop. Then the day came ...............I get up on stage and everybody is looking at me I get scared but  when I'm about to leave I see Mathew's face and he is smiling he's giving me a thumbs up. So I calm down and then the piano starts to play ave maria and I start to play the violin. At the end of the song when I stopped everybody was dead silent and i was about to run off stage when someone started to clap and I got an around of applause. Mathew ran up to me and said he loved me ................... it was a total shocker. Then I was about to say it back when I was being surround by people. It turns out I won and then................ I got the news that Courtney had an accident and was in the hospital. i got there as soon as possible and i waited to enter her room. Finally I got the courage and went into her room .........................she was in a coma. For the week she was in a coma I played my violin to her and told her about myself one day Mathew came at the same time I did but I was already in her room so he waited for me to finish it was weird because I was talking  to her and he heard it everything I said.He walked in and I stop still not know if this is the person I like but now isn't the time to be thinking about that. When I see him the first thing I did is start to cry I couldn't hold it in any more I ran to him and hugged him with all my might he was surprised at first and then he hugged back. I didn't go back to the hospital for about a week until she was fully recovered and I ran to her I tried to talk to her but couldn't find the words.When she got out it was weird  I started to talk more but only to Courtney and Mathew  and I got embarrassed because he heard everything that I told Courtney when she was in the hospital he knew that I liked him and it's all I could do to stay clam when he sat next to me we locked eyes and I looked away he laughs at me all the time. When I started to talk again he was very happy............... then one day we had to exercise outside in co-ed p.e. and we were running. I tripped and fell on him and when I looked up he was on top of me I start to blush and he wiped the hair out of my face and kissed me. I felt like me heart was going to bust and when he lifted away I grabbed his chest and pulled him closer to me and kissed him again he was shocked but he was happy. He was like "you felt like this the whole time why didn't you tell me" I start  to Cry and He wipe away my tears and he laughs  then he gets off and Courtney is like WHAT!!!!!! After a few months the second year of high school has gone and passed and this is our last year we are still together...... he said he might have to move and I thought I was going to cry when I heard the news and I said I would go with him but he said no. I was like no?!?!?!really are you trying to kill me. I just about broke down and died I was not going to talk to him but then I thought why postpone what was going to happen. So I broke up with him and left. I think he cried that's what Courtney said but I just couldn't take the felling of knowing that he was going to break up with me. I hadn't seen him at school for a week so I went to his house to see if he was OK but when I got there his sister answered the door and let me in she led me to his room . I open the door and his eyes grew wide with pain and at the sight of me. I just stand there and  he runs over and picks me up in his arms. He lays me on his bed..... I'm looking up at him in shock and he asked why I broke up with him. I explain and he said he wouldn't leave me by myself. After that we just sat on his bed and hugged each other and laughed because of our stupidity and how we should have asked each other before acting. We got back together and while we were in his room he got on top of me and started kissing me I blushed and he kissed me even more the next day when we went back to school we held hands and were all lovey with each other everybody was confused but we didn't care. I started to get people coming up to me and talking to me it was so weird but nice I guess. I got more popular but my only real friend was Courtney she was always nice to me and one day I was playing the my electric violin in a concert and a record producer came up to me and said he wanted me to be his client I said I would have to think about it because he said I would have to move to Hollywood . He left me his number and went his own way. I went and found Mathew he was shocked but put on a fake smile and told me I should take it but i could see In his eyes he was sad and I was confused I didn't know what to do I wanted to take the job but I also wanted to stay with Mathew. I asked Courtney but she didn't know either which was no help at all and everyone I asked gave the same answer 'do what you want'. To say the least I was stuck with no way out. But i finally decided  and I chose to go with the job. I was putting on one last performance. and Mathew wanted to do it with me. So he played the electric guitar  and the music manager was there. After we were done he started walking towards us and said he wanted us to be a 'band' and go to Hollywood together. We excepted happily  and as the year ended we started packing to leave. The day finally arrived and we said our good byes. My only thought was here i come Hollywood  

**authors note**

i hoped you liked the first chapter and also the next chapter will be uploaded with in a few days 

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