I pretend I don't know how it happened, but I do. I just don't tell anyone because it hurts to much to admit. I'm the reason why my family is the way it is, I'm the reason why my mother acts like she doesn't know me when I'm around, I'm the reason why my family is torn apart, I'm the reason why all those things and more happen when I'm around anyone but I will never admit that. People hurt me for it, so I bottle my emotions to keep them from seeing how it affects me. The only place I can act at least half normal is around my friends. They don't really know anything about me at all, so talking to them about my problems is out of the question. I don't think I'll ever talk to Daddy...... One of the last things he told me before he...he got sick is that you should always fix your problems one by one to keep them from getting worse. Maybe I'll try to do that...just for him.
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Tienerfictie" The people that hurt the most on the inside are usually the ones who are the most joyful on the outside. "