Sad life

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And then I looked at him and his bestfriend. For me it seemed like he wants to impress his bro. He looked so small while talking shit just to be accepted by him. They were talking about a boy from their class, who has depression and suicidal thoughts. They told me about that boy and I think they thought it would be 'cool' talking like this about the boy. It was like a big hit in my face because I realized, they have no idea who I am and how people feel if they're in this situation. I am like the boy in their class. I am a girl with deep thoughts full of darkness. My usual thoughts could be their worst nightmares. They just see me as the happy girl, because I'm smiling for like everytime. I think if they would know how I am, they would run away and tell shit everyone like they told shit about the poor boy from their class. It's so sad knowing this. I don't want to be friends with people who are like that. But I'm in love with him. Yeah I really am. But I have to get over it because he's the light and I'm the darkness.



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