Night Changes || Harry Styles fanfiction

Chapter 23

After 3 weeks...

Days passed and I didn't talk with Harry, I tried to avoid him in those weeks. I couldn't forgive him, I tried to convince myself but I couldn't.
Everyday he comes and asks me about forgiveness but I leave as quick as I can before he reach me.

I spent those weeks in my dorm, Harry left it for me and spent his nights in his friends' home because he wanted to give me some space so I can think of forgiving him.

Six days left and I will leave this university, I will leave this country, I will leave everybody...

I moved from my bed, got ready, wore a white shirt and sweatpants then went to the great hall.

Winter still didn't end, we were all shivering from the cold air.

The place was crowded, I sat alone as I do from the last time I spent the day with Louis.
I was trying to avoid Louis those weeks, I don't know why but I felt guilty for that kiss.

Victoria of course didn't stop taunting me and specially when she knew about what happened between Harry and me.

I choosed to eat some bakons and eggs quickly before I see Harry.

"Why sitting alone?" A voice asked from my back.

I turned to look, it was Louis, he was standing behind me.

"Er...Hey Louis" I smiled slightly.
"Hey Candice, may I sit with you?" He asked.
"Why not?" I said.
He shrugged then sat beside me.
"Six days left and you will leave us, I will miss you so much my sweat cousine" he said.
"I really don't want to leave but I had no choice" I groaned.
"But don't worry, I may travel too see you in vacations" I said after a long silence.
"Hope you could be the best actor Candice" he said meaning it.
"Thanks lou, hope you could be the best singer as you wish to be" I said trying to imagine Louis as a singer, his voice is really nice...

I finished my breakfast but before I stand, I noticed Harry entering the great hall by the corner of my eyes.

"I think I should go noe, see you later Louis" I said.

I tried to hide between the crowd until Harry take his place.

Once he sat, I quickly left the great hall before he notice me but...
"Candice, wait here" I heared his voice.
I walked faster to the class as if I didn't hear him.

I entered the class, took my usual seat then waited for the others.

I really miss how the days were passing between me and Harry.
We really had fun.
The memory of The day were we sat together in the class waiting for the others to come came on my mind...

Throwback...

"Candice why are you sitting alone again?" It was Harry.
"Oh, I was just waiting till the class begin" I said.
"I'll wait with you" he smiled.
I returned back the smile.
"What's your plan for today?" He said.
"I don't know but I think I will study then see what will I do. What about you?" I said.
"I think the same" he chuckled.
"Still we have half an hour till the professor come, what about doing something?" He said
"What do you want to do?" I said.
"Wanna play hangman?" He said.
"Seriously?" I laughed.
"Yeah" he chuckled.
"Ok, let's play" I said.

We played hangman and laughed together, he is so nice. I thought then smiled.
"What are you thinking about?" He smirked.
"Nothing" I smiled.
"You won't say? Ok you choosed that" he chuckled then tickled me.
"Ok I'll tell you" I kept laughing.

Something tells me that I should know him more and be close to him I don't know why...
"I was just thinking about how funny you are" I giggled.
He smirked.

End of throwback

Remembering this memory made hot tears leave my cheeks.
I really miss us, I miss the days where we were laughing together and enjoying, now we are fighting and we are away from each other.
I don't even know if we will continue being together or no.
I remember his promise to me. I told him this won't work and there we are.

I couldn't do anything but put my head over the desk, remember our memories together and cry.

"Candice are you fine?" A familiar voice asked. A voice I didn't hear from three weeks. It was Harry...

I didn't want to show him that I was crying nor talk with him so I just nodded but didn't remove my head from the desk.

"It doesn't seem that you are fine, what is going on with you?" He asked.
"Nothing" I tried to sound neutral.
"Er...where you crying?" He asked, his tone was confused.

I shook my head no.
"But your voice, it seems that you-" I cut him before he complete his sentence.
"I said I am fine" I raised my voice.
"O-okay" he said then there was no other sound. I think that he left...

I rubbed my eyes then decided to go wash my face.

"Where are you going" he asked, he was in the class but sitting away.
"Non of your bussiness" I said coldly.

He shrugged then I left to the bathroom.

Once the cold water touched my face, I shivered, it was so cold.

Once I stop crying, our memories repeat again and again until my eyes betray me and tears leave my eyes...

I felt tired, I couldn't go back to the class so I decided to go back to my dorm.

The room wasn't much dark, there was still sunlight.

I threw myself over the bed, hugged the pillow and cried more.

Why is this happening to me? What have I done bad in this life?!

I couldn't feel anything after that and I fell asleep.

"Candice wake up babe" his angelic voice said.
"I am awake babe" I smiled.
"You sound so cute when you say babe, you should say that to me everyday" he smirked.
"I will" I said in a sleepy voice.
"Candice" he said.
"Yes?" I answered.
"Are you really going to leave me? I can't believe you are doing that, I thought we were going to be together forever" he frowned.
"I had no choice, I swear" I said.
"Candice...I love you" he said.Second by second he was disapearing until he was disapeared completely...

I woke up suddenly. Seeing Harry disappear wasn't a good thing at all, I felt that he is really disapearing from my life...

I grabbed my mobile to check the time.
It was 2:30 am, the place was so dark and no one was there except Harry the cat.

I tried to close my eyes again, I want to dream about Harry again but I couldn't, everything is black.

Several minutes passed and I was trying to get back to sleep but I couldn't so I moved from my bed to the bathroom and washed my face.

The water was warm unlike the public bathroom.

I dried my face with the towel then turned on the tv.

I went back to the bed and searched for a nice movie.

The fault in our stars was playing so I decided to watch it...

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