Night Changes || Harry Styles fanfiction

Chapter 27

The way our lips moved in a good sync made me want to kiss him the whole day.

Stop it you can't do that a voice said deep inside my mind. I tried to stop myself but I couldn't.
Stop NOW The same voice said so I tried to pull out by force.

"Why?" He stared at me.
"B-because we can't do that" I hesitated.
"No we can, we can if you forgot about what happened Candice" he said.

I tried to think about it then I remembered what he said last time. "What if I was the one who meant to do it with Victoria! What will you do in that moment? Runaway like a small coward girl?! Huh?"
Once I remembered those words, I felt tears fall into my cheeks.
I can't forgive him I can't.
What about one last time? I asked myself trying to convince myself about forgiving him but again his words began to echo inside my mind.

"I-i can't forget about what happened Harry, what you said hurted me so much and you shouldn't have said that" I pierced my lips trying to stop crying.
"The words spilled out of my mouth.... I couldn't control my temper" he was trying to search for words.
"The words spilled out of your mouth! That means that you wanted to say them and they spilled out of your mouth before you stop them and I don't care if it was your temper, what you said wasn't good to forgive" I said loudly feeling my cheeks heat.
"Candice no.....I am sorry I really am, I didn't want to say those words, I just wanted to hurt you as you hurted me" he said.
"Trying to hurt me! As if you didn't hurt me before I do. Who is the one who began cheating?" I said glaring at him.
"I said I was fucking drunk and you weren't drunk to kiss that jerk" he shouted the same level as mine.
"Don't call him jerk, then I said I didn't mean it and I was angry from you and thank your god I didn't do it with him" I nearly screamed.

Thanking my god, the hallways were empty and nobody was watching us.

"I don't care if you were angry or not, then it passed from a long time and we should forget about it for our own good" he shouted and his face was nearly scarlet.
"I don't forget those things" I said coldly.
"Ugh Candice" he looked into my eyes as if reading my mind.
"What?" I bitted my cheeks trying to stoo my tears from falling.
"Please forgive me, I won't do that again. I will try to make you the happiest person ever and nothing can come between you and I" he said, still his eyes were locked into mine.
"I don't know Harry, I don't think that we will be able to be together again" I sighed.
"Candice I prom-" but before he complete I interrupted.
"No don't promise, I hate promises, people keep promising me and nothing happen, it's all lies" I screamed and hot tears spilled again.
"Candice don't cry, I didn't mean to hurt you like that I love you I swear I do and I hate myself for hurting you like that" he said calmly, he looked as if he was near from crying.
"I love you too Harry but I can't" I said then buried my face into my hands.
"Please try to forgive me, you are going to travel tomorrow and I won't be able to see you again, I will miss you" he said then closed his eyes.
"I am trying b-but I-i can't" I shook my head.
"You won't miss us? You won't miss our days and you will begin your new life? You will forget about me as if I don't exist? You really are going to leave me as if I was just a memory in your life? I thought that we will last forever but under those circumistances, what I thought was wrong" he opened his eyes and they were bloodshot.
"I am sorry Harry, I will miss us of course but I really am sorry, I will miss you" I tried looking anywhere but him.
"Think of it please, maybe circumistances will bring us together again soon who know, think of it Candice please" he broke in his last word, he was pleading me to forgive him.

If I was able to forgive him I will but each time I think of it, his voice echoes in my mind.

"I will try. I think I should go now" I said without looking at his eyes then left him standing alone in the same spot trying to stop myself from looking back at him.

I kept sobbing on my way to the great hall. If non of that happened, I would be with him now enjoying with him but that was our fate.

Before I reach the great hall, I moved to the bathroom.

I looked at the mirror, my face was horrible, the eyeliner was spoiled which made me look as if I was a drunk.

I grabbed a tissue and poured some water over it then began cleaning my face.

As I finished cleaning my face, I grabbed the eyeliner from my bag and began lining my eyes until they matched each other then put it back inside the bag.

I left the bathroom then went to the great hall, students began going to their classes. I keot searching for Melissa until I saw her standing with the cat's basket talking with her friend.

"Hey there Melissa" I smiled slightly.
"Oh hey Candice, are you fine?" She asked.
"Of course I am" I lied.
"Here is your lovely cat, it's so lovely I couldn't stop myself from playing with it" she smiled then looked at the cat from the basket.
"Thank you, if I was here I would bring it to your dorm so we can play with it" I smiled.
"So what did you call it? I kept calling it random names yesterday" she chuckled.
"I called it H-harry" I frowned at the mention of his name.
"Nice name, its blue eyes are amazing I couldn't stop staring at them" she chuckled again and kept looking at Harry from the basket.

I decided to give a look on the cat, it was so cute with it's blue eyes and white fur, it wanted to go out of the basket and it was meowing.

"Aw why don't we get it out of the basket for some minutes?" Melissa asked.
"Sure, I just hope it won't run away" I chuckled.
"Don't worry it's a good and polite cat" she giggled then moved it away from the basket and put in over the table.

The cat moved slowly over the table as if examining the place.

I smiled at how cute it was until I saw Louis coming toward me.

"Hey Can" he smiled.
"Oh hey Louis" I returned back his smile.
"Your cat isn't it? It looks so cute just like me" he chuckled and I giggled.
"Look, the same blue eyes" he moved his head near from the cat trying to show me both of their eyes.

I couldn't help but laugh.

We kept talking about my plans when I go there, Harry came to the great hall, his eyes were on me but when he noticed Louis beside me, he quickly looked away.

Go talk to him, you won't see him again, I thought but then shook my head.

You can be just friends, I thought again but then Louis broke my thoughts.

"For heaven's sake I am talking to you" he said in a loud voice so I can hear him.
"Oh yeah, sorry, what were you saying?" I chuckled.
"I was saying when will you travel tomorrow?" He asked.
"At 12:00 pm" I sighed.
"You will be missed really" he made a fake cry.
"You too Louis" he hugged me.

"I think I should go now" I said after looking at my watch.
"What! No you aren't going" Melissa looked at me with wide eyes.
"I wish I could stay but I told my parents that I won't be late" I sighed.
"I should drive you to the airport tomorrow" she said, she was in the verge of tears.
"As you like, it means alot really" I smiled weakly.
"We will miss you" she and Louis said together.

I hugged the others for good bye and gave them my good byes. Harry looked at me, I couldn't do anything so I just nodded to him then put the cat inside the basket and took it with the bag then left.

For the first time I felt that I really belong to this place, there were many nice moments yet there were sad moments. I won't go there again...

I took a last look at the University then moved to my father's car.

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