Spamano one shots!

Its all illogical

This chapter is about Romano having social anxiety, I have this and it sucks in fact if it wasn't for the fact that I want to be a writer really bad I would be cringing at the thought of even writing here. But anyway I really hope you enjoy and understand that it's a big deal. Caution this is a little sad and may hit you right in the feels, please refrain from getting rekt.

' it's just a room.' Romano thought to himself. He was standing outside an open door that led to a classroom full of his "family", feliciano was singing in front of everyone and of course his lover  was inside watching him do so rather than help him walk into the room. Typical. It would probably help him a lot if these people were his actual family, but alas it was pretty much just Antonio's many friends along with the potato bastard and his family. And feli isn't his brother, a brother cares. Romano tried to take a step forward but couldn't. He didn't understand what was wrong with him, why wouldn't he walk into the room? What was his issue?
Well the answer to that is very simple my friends, all of the attention is on Feliciano ( as usual) and the older Italian boy is scared of walking in and being noticed by the large group of people that are watching feli. This is something that happens often when you have social anxiety, and Romano was petrified of walking into that room because he has social anxiety. So he did the logical thing and ran to his room in his and Antonio's rather large house, and he cried. Of course he wasn't crying because he couldn't walk into the room and have fun with everyone else, he was crying because Antonio knew about his " disorder" and chose to leave him alone, the person who he loved the most had abandoned him. And it made the Italian boy feel depressed and weak and like shooting himself in the face, but he didn't shoot himself in the face, he ran out his front door, slamming it shut and drove away. 

Antonio was on the couch laughing with his friends when he heard the door slam, and then realized how his little Italian lover was missing, he put two and two together and ran outside to jump into Francis's car to chase after him. Antonio wasn't stupid he knew exactly where Romano would go when he was sad. He drove to the park where they used to go on dates all the time. He found his little tomato sitting under a tree crying his little Amber orbs out, it broke his heart to see him like that,
So he hugged him close and whispered sweet things in his ear until he stopped crying and fell asleep in his arms. After driving Lovino home Antonio had everyone leave their home and put him in bed, when the younger Italian male woke up the next morning Antonio was crying at the end of the bed, he was scared that Romano would leave him because he hadn't been there for him, and as if he could  read minds Lovino knew that and told him it was okay. They fell asleep wrapped in each other's arms, happy.

Sorry Romano was a Lott OOC in this chapter. Yes because that's how you spell Lott.

Hope you enjoyed
- Emmeline