Spamano one shots!

Love me better ( Songfic!)

So this one is different then most, I wrote the song for it so if for some reason you want to use it just ask me first please! Now this is the first one i've written and it has a short story to go with it. So I wrote this song a few weeks ago and I found it today while looking for inspiration for todays chapter! I found the song and ended up with this right here, tell me what you think if you don't mind, thanks for reading!

F-Find  me someone, F-Find me somebody~, Find me someone...  Find me someone F-Find me somebody~, Find me someone... 

The sky was blue and the air was warm, the perfect day to many, unless of course your name was Lovino Vargas and  you found the sky far too bright and the air far too warm to be even close to perfect. His amber eyes moved around the room, searching for something to distract him from his current situation. Two hours ago his boyfriend of three years left the house with no words and several bags of his things, not giving reason to why he was leaving or anything, just walking out the door while being completely silent and looking a bit tortured. Phone call after phone call was left unanswered and message after message was left unread, and the Italian didn't know at all what to do, nothing had gone wrong or he didn't think so. He didn't want to waste time trying to figure out anything though, he just got off the couch and hopped into his car, driving to a very annoying Prussian mans house as quickly as he could, hoping his love would be there. 

You may as well break me in two, without you I've got nothing to lose... Don't go. Can't tell if you love me or not, leaving me because of a thought  tells me no... But promise after promise, you've made me, and I wont give back this heart that you gave me!.. 

The younger male pulled up next to the white haired mans drive way, rolling his eyes at the lack of effort his boyfriend had taken to keep where he was a secret, before getting out of the car and stomping to the front door, knocking loudly on the hard wooden surface of it. 

Because darling, goodbye's not a choice. These words are from your mouth but they're not in your voice! And you know too well that I can see right through you. Because darling, you're everything to me, and you know this hurts, you're making my heart bleed. And it's not for the best, there's a pain here in my chest... And you'll never find me somebody, who can love me... Better than you...

There was silence on the other side for a few seconds before sudden steps began to thud on the floor, and the door was opened by a familiar french blonde who's smile turned to a frown when he saw the auburn haired male on his good friends doorstep. There was a few minutes of questioning from the older male before he slowly opened the door and told the Italian to be quiet so the Spanish male didn't know he was there. Lovino was led to a room that held two people, his loving boyfriend, and an annoying Prussian, who was holding said loving boyfriend in his arms, holding him close as he sobbed into his shoulder. 

I know you want me as happy as can be, but in your teary eyes I can plainly see the wanting lurking deep beneath them. And you seem to think this is for the best, but you're only stabbing daggers into my chest, and all the happiness is leaving... Please don't leave me, my heart will stop beating... 

Whimpers of grief tore themselves from Toni's mouth as he tried to explain in rushed gasps why he had left, the question the Prussian had asked the second he had been told what he had done. " I-I keep having these thoughts, that if I leave him he'll find someone who is worth his time, and causes him less pain than I do, but every time I try to leave him I have to go back! I don't want to live without him, but I don't want to be the one who holds him back... what do I do Gil?" The Spanish males voice was cracking horribly, and the tears running down his face only made it more sad, Lovino had to act quick to stop these thoughts from crossing his lovers mind ever again. 

Because darling, you're the reason i'm still here! and the thought of leaving you makes me break down in tears, don't hurt me anymore... Because darling, you're lying when you say " I may not be great but i'm doing okay."  You can't lie, to the love of your life. And there's a throbbing in my head, and i'd rather it be filled with you instead. And you'll never find me somebody, who can love me, Better than you...

There wasn't another second of hesitation, the younger male was hugging his boyfriend to his chest in seconds, careful not to hurt him as he pulled him next to him. There were no words said as the older male cried pitifully into the Italians chest, whimpering " i'm sorry's" and " Please, just leave me already's to the man he loved. When the crying slowed he found his head lifted up, and his eyes forced to meet the amber ones he loved so very much, " You need to listen to me right now you stupid bastard, you're not aloud to leave me for this, I need you the same way you need me, and I don't want to wake up one morning and find you gone because you decided you weren't good enough! If you want to do what's best for me then how about kissing me right now and then staying with me forever huh?!" Lovino's blush deepened as he spoke the last sentence, shaking in fear that Toni would leave forever, he wouldn't do that now that he told him all of this... would he?

Yeah, don't argue it's not true. I need you more than I need oxygen... Then anyone you could've been... I need you, I need you, I need you! Because you'll never find me somebody! No you'll never find me somebody! Who can love me! Better than Youuuuuu! Better than youuuuu! 

There was a split second when Lovino was certain his boyfriend was going to walk out the door, walk out of his life. But he found his lips pressed eagerly against his lovers familiar ones before he could do anything about the certainty. His rough lips moved against soft ones whilst they held each other in a loving embrace, desperately hanging onto one another as if to make sure that both of them were real, and that everything was alright now. The kissed slowed down after several minutes, and while the Italian looked like a tomato and he knew it, he found himself smiling a bit at the big grin on his boyfriends tear stained face. He tilted the Spanish males face up once more before whispering, " There will never be someone on this planet who can love me better than you can." In his ear teasingly before tugging their lips back together for another passionate kiss that enough love to last a life time held in it.

Sooooo this one was a bit different and i'd love to hear feedback about what you all think of this type of fic! I'm sorry that the song was bad, I didn't do too well on it back when I was writing it but I figured why not put it in and see what people think? As always I hoped you enjoyed and the next fic will be out on Friday if the Wifi situation i'm currently dealing with had been fixed! Thanks for reading! And there will be something special for getting over 600 reads coming out soon, thanks so much to all of you for that, really it's amazing! Well ByeBye! 

-Emmeline