Secrets (BxB)

Chapter 3

     I started to go through my drawer, which I should really clean since I can't find anything, anyways I went through it trying to find something that I kept for a really long time, but haven't look at it for quite some time. When I spotted something blue I pushed whatever I had inside the drawer away and got it out. It was a small blue notebook that had a picture of me and him at the park, I also wrote what we did together in this notebook.

      I open it with my shaky hands and started to go through the pages trying to find the picture and when I did I instantly knew it was him outside my door. My best friend has finally came back.

      But just why now when everything is going horrible in my life and why couldn't he come back earlier?! I slid down to the floor, putting my head on my knees and hugged my legs tightly. Oh god what if he finds out that I"m gay!!! He wouldn't want to be my best friend no more and I can't afford to lose him, not now especially when he just came back.

         No, no, no, this can't be happening to me damn it!!!

Timothy's P.O.V

     I never felt so happy in my life to finally see my best friend, but I was kind of hurt cause he didn't remember me. Anyways right now I was kind of worried since he kind of freak out on us and ran to his room, so right now I'm knocking on his door telling him to open it, but I haven't gotten a response from him.

     "C'mon Alex please open the door." I told him again while I knocked on the door for the 10th time. 

      I went back downstairs and asked Mrs.Wilson if she had a spare key for his room and she did, yes!! She gave me the key and I quickly went back upstairs. I unlocked the door and went inside to see Alex on the floor hugging his legs. "Alex!" I quickly went to him and put a hand on his back, which he instantly made him look up.

"Hey are you alright?"

      He looked up at me and I just couldn't help it, but be lost in those blue mesmerizing eyes. I could hear my werewolf howling and yes I'm a werewolf. 

     "I'm fine." He finally said and looked away. I noticed that he had something in his hand and I reached out for it. I looked at it and it was a picture of me with Alex at the park, I felt so happy cause he finally remembered me, "You remember me don't you?" 

"Yea."

       I couldn't contain myself, but I just hugged him super tightly cause he finally remembered me. Then out of nowhere he hissed in pain again for the second time of hugging him. "What's wrong?" I let go of him. "Nothing." He replies me with the same response. I narrowed my eyes at him knowing that he was lying to me again! I instantly pushed him onto the floor and held both his wrist above his head with one hand. He kept squirming around trying to get out of my grip, "What the hell are you doing?!" He wasn't really that strong, so it was easy for me to held him in place

     "Dude get the fuck off me!!" He demanded. With my free hand I lifted up his shirt, but surprisingly there was nothing there, that is odd? I still have that feeling in my gut that there something wrong here, but I couldn't figure it out though. I placed my hand on his stomach and I instantly felt the sparks going through my hand.

      C'mon don't get distracted by your sexual desires for him. My hand kept moving slowly towards his chest, liking the feel of his smooth skin against my hand, I was able to hear his breath hitch. What am I doing?! I got to stop this right now, but it feels so......good.

       I kept moving my hand more, but soon my back met the floor and I see Alex standing pulling his shirt down. I guess I was too busy with something that wasn't suppose to happen and it made me loosen my grip on his wrists, "Get out!" He yelled at me. Great I already messed up, stupid, stupid hormones and since he is my mate I'm more attractive to him than normal. "A-Alex I d-" He cuts me off, "Don't, just get the hell out of my room!!" 

      Yup he was definitely mad, so I just got up and silently left before I mess it up even more. He slammed his door shut and I just wanted to slam my head on the wall repeatedly or punch it repeatedly, but I couldn't I can't let my anger get to me, so just breathe Timothy, just breathe and also cause his parents including my dad are downstairs talking.

       I went back downstairs joining them telling them that Alex is ok and I basically spent the rest of my day with them talking, but I couldn't keep my mind off of Alex, I need to figure out what to do so we can talk again, ugh I already miss him and I'm just afraid that I might lose him or freak him out.

      It's midnight right now, I'm laying on my bed starring at the ceiling since I can't sleep my mind keeps repeating what happen with me and Alex. I sighed in defeat knowing that I'm not going to fall asleep later on, so I got up and started heading towards the kitchen. I stopped in my tracks when I notice that the lights were on in the kitchen and hearing the sink being turn on then off. I quietly walk to the entrance of the kitchen and saw Alex drinking water.  

     He didn't really notice I was there since his back was facing me, 'Alex?" I could tell he got startled especially since he's coughing and choking on the water.

"What.....are you....still doing....here?" He asked through coughs. 

      I was kind of confused cause I thought that his mom told him I was going to stay here for now on, but I also felt a slight pain in my chest, "Uhh...I thought your mom told you that I'm staying here for now on?"

"What?!"

       I'm not sure if he's happy or not, but the feeling in my chest got worse, "Yup, hehe......." I rubbed the back of my head and everything went awkward. "Hey ummmm.....I'm really sorry about what happen in your room I just thought that something was wrong, but I guess I was wrong and I'm sorry." He started to clean the water mess he made and ignored me.

-Nice, you just scared our mate.- my wolf said.

-shutup- I told my wolf.

     I got a water bottle from the refrigerator and started walking back to my room since he clearly  doesn't want to talk to me. "Can we just forget about that?" He finally responded.

I felt a smile tugging on my lips, "Yea........goodnight."

"Goodnight."  And with that I left back to my room, feeling like a whole bunch of weight was lifted off my shoulders and was able to sleep blissfully.

Alexander's P.O.V

      I was starring up at my ceiling, having my hand on top of my stomach, I could still feel the sparks tingly in my tummy. I had to pretend that I was angry at him or else he could've found out about my secret, but I have to admit, I like having his hand on my stomach. The other thing that I'm so happy about and also worried is that he's staying, living in the same house as me is going to be difficult for me.

       I sighed, hopefully tomorrow goes better than today.......SHIT!!!! I forgot that he probably might go to the same school that I go to, FML.. -.-  

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