Why Do Fools Fall Inlove

Chapter 4: The kiss

*The song I had playing while writing this chapter :)*

Nicki:

-Flips through channels- I can't find anything to watch. I turn the tv off and just lay In bed hoping Ant will text me. Maybe he didn't think I was good enough that night... maybe I had bad breath.. or even...*phone dings* my heart just dropped I'm scared to see who it is. I reach over to pick up my phone and it was a text from ant. He wanted to know if we could hang out tonight, of course I said he could. I hopped up and went to shower, after my shower I put on a nice shirt and tights. Made sure my make up and hair was on fleek, don't want to do too much because we are just chilling at my house.

After I got ready I went downstairs to make sure everything was in shape for Ant to come over. I swear I was so nervous this boy just do something to me, that night we really did have a moment. I sat on the couch then Ant sent me a text asking where I stay.

Ant :)- which road do I turn on ma?

me: you will come to willow drive and take a right.

Ant :)- ight.. stand outside for me so I wont miss ya house.

me: okay I will be standing by mailbox.

I went to go stand by my mailbox so he couldn't miss me when he drove by. 5 minutes later he pulled in he wasn't even out the car yet and I was about to just melt. I walked over to the car and he got out and had a big smile on his face. "wassam ma? you looking good." I smiled "thanks so do you." He looked me up and down it felt like he was undressing me with his eyes and I wanted it to be real. "So a nigga gone be able to come in or what?" I laughed and showed him the way and we went inside, "damn.. nice place ma I see you keep everything nice for ya man." I gave him a blank look, "my man??" He cut his eyes at me "yeah ya man which is me, right?" Lawd did he just say he was my man. I blushed so hard "so you trying to be my man huh??" He walked over to me and looked me in my eyes "yeah I am and I want you to be my baby." When he said that made me my heart beat even faster.

Then he smiled at me and hugged me so tight for about 5 minutes just smelling him and having him close to me had me thinking nasty thoughts. Then he finally let go and asked could he have a seat, I said yes and I went to sit with him. He kept staring at me which was making me uncomfortable, "may I help you?" He just kept looking, "sorry ma you just too damn beautiful." This boy and his charms but I have to be strong not to let him break me because I don't just sleep with guys like that its been 2 years since I had sex. So I'm just dying to feel him inside of me but that time will just have to wait.

We sat their for a while then he asked me could he have something to drink and I went to fix us a glass of wine. When I came back he told me to come sit closer to him so we can talk. "So Nicki when was the last time you had a man in ya life?" I looked at him I really did not want to tell him that because its something I don't like to share. "Well about 2 years, since my last relationship." He coughed as he was drinking his wine, "Damn 2 years ma, I know ya pussy need some loving." We both laughed and I hit him on his arm "No I been good, when we broke up it was hard because he said he was inlove with another girl."

"Damn I'm sorry bout that ma, but fuck him you got me now." He started smiling and reached for my hand. I gave him my hand and he held it looking into my eyes. "can I kiss you?" Lawd all I could was nod my head yes cause if I would have opened my mouth I would have screamed. He laughed and pulled me to him and KISSED ME!! He wrapped his arms around my waist, the kiss was so deep and I felt a shock in my lips as we kissed. My body was getting so heated I wanted to just get on top of him, he stopped and did a peck on my lips and sat back on the couch.

"Girl I never kissed a girl like that before." He looked at me like he was shocked. I guess he never had somebody kiss him like that but that kiss was amazing it sent chills all over my body. "Did you feel a shock when we kissed?" I wanted to know if he felt the same way I was feeling at the moment. He stared for a while "Yes I felt it, I didn't know what that was." My face just lit up, I felt it too that mean it was a powerful kiss.

I looked at the time it was 1 in the morning he been here since 7 time go by fast when your with somebody you really like. I don't want him to go I want him to just hold me in his arms and just have another kiss like we just had. "Sooo ma can I ask you something, but if you think it is too early just let me know because I never do this." I looked him hopping he don't ask to have sex cause I'm not ready for that step yet. "Would you like to be my girl? cause I feel something special with you already and I know you feel it too. That kiss told it all, and my heart just beat fast when I'm with you." I could tell he never said this to a girl cause it looked like it bout killed him to get it out. "I think we could give it a shot, never know we might make this last."

We just made it official I really do hope this work between us. That night we just talked and talked about everything felt like we knew each other forever. We both fell asleep on the couch and I cant explain how safe I felt being with him and I hope to keep this feeling.