Why Do Fools Fall Inlove

Chapter 9:The Confession

Nicki:

-Silence- I take a another bite of my steak and I look up at Ant who was eating and not saying one word at all. This was not like him not to talk to me at dinner usually he will be saying something slick about my cooking. I took at sip of my wine and just kept eating, I couldn't take him not talking to me so I decided to break the silence.

I put down my fork, "Anthony what is wrong with you, because you haven't said one thing to me." He looked at me all weird and looked backed down at his plate. "I'm good Nicki, I'm just not in a talking mood right now." He been acting funny since I came home from my sisters last weekend, I don't know what got into him but he need to fix it.

I got up to go put my dish in the dishwasher and clean up the kitchen. Ant had got up and walked to put his dish up then went outside, I really do wonder what is bothering him. As I finished cleaning up I made sure everything was straight I don't like anything out of order in my kitchen. But I headed outside to see what Ant was up to, he was just standing looking up at the sky.

I walked over to him and grabbed his hand. "Ant please tell me what is wrong I hate seeing you like this."  He stood there awhile then turned around facing me looking me in my eyes. "Nicki you know I love you right??" I looked at him confused, "Yeah and I love you too Ant." Then he sighed "Well I have something to tell you Nicki but you got to promise me not to get upset." My heart just stopped because I know whatever it is I will get upset just because he said not to get upset. "Okay Ant tell me I will not get upset."

"Okay.... well when you where gone for the weekend at your sister house...." He took deep breath, "Well that night at the party I had few too many drinks and I woke up in  a bed." I looked at him like wtf his he talking about, "Okay Ant who bed ours?" I asked trying to figure out what he was saying. He put his head down, "No, another woman's bed, I slept with her while you was gone. It was just eating me up inside Nicki knowing I did that I had to tell you because I love you."

I swear I'm so sick of his bullshit ass lies about why he do the shit he do. How can you love somebody and just cheat on them like they do not mean shit to you. I felt my body heat up and I knew I had red in my eyes, as soon as I knew it I was punching and slapping  his ass. "You fucking cheater!" I yelled with tears coming and still hitting him. "Nicki I'm sorry I'm sorry!" He yelled trying to get away from me but I was still chasing and beating his ass outside. I do not care who see this, they will see he a fucking liar and a cheater.

I ran inside and upstairs to our room and went in my closet and grabbed his suitcase. I started grabbing all his shit and throwing it in his bag, he came upstairs and tired to get me to stop but I kept going. "Nicki stop shawty I'm sorry please don't make me leave." I just ignored him and carried his bag downstairs and threw it outside and handed him his keys and told his ass to leave. He grabbed his keys and walked out, I slammed the door behind him. I

I am so hurt the man I put all my time and love into just run all over me like I don't mean anything to him. I just fell to the floor and busted out in tears, this pain was just terrible I just want him to stop doing what he is doing and see what he got right in front of him. Sometimes they come and go but this time I really want this one to stay but I just need some time away from him to clear my head.