Its been a week ago when I heard the name Rose Dawson. When I sat their in that room with a bright shining lamp that they dropped in my face, slowly all my memories popped into my head. Titanic that I traveled with, and the beautiful Rose which I fell in love with immediately. Rose who I met at the back of the ship thinking she had no way out anymore, and Rose who I left behind.
All the nights I dreamed of her. Her voice, her face, her skin.
'Please Jack don't leave me! I need you'. She said.
In my dreams I always think I can touch her, her body. Now I decided that I need to find her. Now just now! I need to break free! Is she still alive? Does she still know me? Does she still love me as I love her?. When I just hear her name or think about her everything in me feels like love, as if I fell in love for the first time. Like I don't know what my body wants to tell me.
In these two months I just met a few guys who were in jail just because the something or did something wrong. We talked a lot about our lives and how we got in this. But I was the one who remembered nothing. Yes the only thing I know is that I was a poor guy from somewhere who traveled on the grandest ship in the world and fell in love with a beautiful girl. But I didn't tell the guys, I just told them that I stole a couple of things in a row. They were fine with it and they accepted me in their group.
That evening we were eating spaghetti. Just sitting with the guys and talking about things, but I was al by myself in my own world, thinking and thinking. I never thought so many different things at the same time. After dinner I helped in the kitchen. Washing up the dishes and making everything clean. When I was done I just wanted to walk to my room for another lonely night crying in bed for hours and hours. But when I almost walked through the door, I saw a big sharp spoon. And I got he Idea. Whit that spoon I could break free! I could make a way out of this place. I took the spoon and made a way running to my room. I put it on my desk, and I looked at it. Staring with big overwhelmed eyes. And the most important thing is that I can find Rose, the woman of my life. With all those exited feelings I was also very tired, So I went to bed. Knowing that I was free.
'Why were you running yesterday?' George asked, a guy who I met in jail.
'Nothing just tired'.
George looked if he was okay with it, but Simon who was standing behind me grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me closer to him.
'Listen mate, he said, If you know something more about getting out of this shit, you tell us right?, because I don't like guys with secrets.'
He pushed me on the floor. and other guys who were standing in the courtyard came closer and started to scream,
'Fight, Fight!'
Simon jumped at me and the fight started. I noted that he was stronger than me. He was big, broad and he had a lot of muscles. A hand hit my face and it was burning. With all the power and courage I hit him in his stomach. He yelled. After a few minutes three cops took us appart ans i was brought to my room.
'No more food for you today!' a cop said. and he closed the door.
I thought it was okay because now had time to make a plan. That night my plan was finished, and now I had time to make my way out. The next morning i woke up very early. This is the day, the day I'm gonna start getting my way out. It was hard because you need to have straight and you have to notice if someone passes by. It is difficult but I have to do it for Rose. The woman I will always love, the woman of my life I will keep fighting for unless it hurts. It hurts everywhere but keep going Jack, keep going.
After days and days I was quite far but now the emotions are taking over me. I just lie on my bed, crying. And still the guys in white suits did tests with me. i was used to it so it didn't make any sense anymore. But on Friday two weeks after I started I had the power to finish it. And with all my thoughts about Rose, I made it. I made my way out. I did it! after lunch I grabbed all my stuff and pulled the stone away who was laying there to hide the gap, and pushed myself through the hole and I was outside.
It went so fast. It was amazing amazing to feel the fresh air in my longs. I missed it. But after I took a moment for myself, I heard the alarm and dogs, so I began running. Running faster and faster, knowing that I was followed by cops and dogs. But I was free. Free to go.
OMG. I was so happy when I wrote this chapter. He is free now! Free to find Rose, the love of his life. But what will happen next? As you guys know on Thursday we upload chapter 4. I hope you guys are looking forward to it. lots of love love ya xoxo
