Chapter twenty one

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I stared surprised at the blue eyes looking hopefully back at me.

"I...um.. I." I stuttered out then sighed. "Yes."

He smiled widely and opened the door completely walking in to stand beside me. I blushed a little looking down as he took ahold of both my hands in his large ones intertwining our fingers.

No.

I can't feel like this!

Ugh!

Why is it so hard?!

"No need to be embarrassed princess. I wouldn't want to sleep with him either if I were you."

This comment made me look up and smile slightly.

"I would be more than happy to if it makes you more comfortable."

I rolled my eyes giggling a little before simply nodding and looking up.

Huge mistake.

Sea blue eyes stared deeply into my bright green ones and I was sent into some sort of daze.

His eyes are amazing.

Like nothing I have ever seen before. There are so indescribable.

Why do I have to feel this way around him?

I don't understand why it is so difficult to not fall in love.

I mean I was single for roughly one and a half years after Eric.

I don't ever want to love again after loosing him. It was just to much for me to handle and I couldn't take it again.

I know I've said it a thousand or more times, but I just simply can't love being a spy.

It's either fall in love or be a spy.

I don't think I can take heartbreak so I choose staying a spy any day.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by warmth being removed from my hands. Niall was smiling and walking out the door.

His lips moved, but I couldn't hear him. I was still in a daze and too consumed with my thoughts. I shook it off as the door closed.

I walked over to my dresser and took out a pair of jeans and a green and blue flannel shirt. I put a blue tank underneath and added jeans. I rolled up the sleeves and left it open. Slipping on my boots and not bothering with makeup, I left my room going downstairs.

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🎶Ain't got no time for what you think can be described as love

I've cut your hold on me, you're missing me, I've had enough🎶

Sorry this chapter kinda sucks cause its just a filler😝

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