Mean Girls

Chapter Four

     I sat alone in my room thinking what would happen if I were pregnant. Would I be able to go to college? Would Drew stay with me would he be a father to the baby or would he leave and not be around and be the bitchy father that the baby wouldn't see.

     After awhile I got up from my bed and decided to go take a shower and then get a good nights rest so I will be ready to talk to Drew about all of this and see what he remembers about that night.

     I stay in the shower for about twenty minutes not feeling like I wanted to get out. The hot water just felt so good as it came down on me. It helped me actually start to feel better. As I stood in the shower I couldn't help but thinking about if I were pregnant. My period is just a few days late but nothing to big and plus sometimes they are a little irregular.

     After I get out of the shower, dry off, and put my pajamas on I go downstairs to get something to drink. As I walk into the kitchen my mom looks at me.

     "Would you like something to eat? Your dad and I have already eaten but I didn't want to bother you so I figured when you got hungry you would come down for something," she said. She was acting kind of weird, but I think it was just from the talk she tried to have with me earlier.

     "No I'm fine. I'm not even close to being hungry I feel like if I eat I might puke. I just came down to get something to drink and then I was going to go back upstairs and go to bed," I said as I walked over to the cabinet that holds our cups.

     "You're already going to bed it's only eight o'clock," she asked.

      "Yeah I'm really tired and I still don't feel to well," I said. I walked over to the fridge and opened it up to see what we had to drink. After scanning everything I decided just to go with water. "Did you and dad pick up my car yet?"

     "Yes sweetheart we did, but I don't think you are going to drive tomorrow and you are certainly not going to school," she said.

     "Okay i'm fine with not going to school but why can't I drive?" I asked

      "I don't want you to drive if you are sick and distracted about things," she said.

     "Are you serious? I will be perfectly fine to drive I won't get distracted and I feel good enough to drive," I half yelled to her.

     "Yes I'm serious about you not driving for today, and just a few minutes ago you told me you still didn't feel good and now you're telling me that you feel good enough to drive," She yelled back at me.

     "This is so unfair," I yelled. I turned around and stomped off to my room. I realized I may half over reacted but at this point I really don't care.

     I closed my bedroom door and went over to sit on my bed. I pulled out my phone from my pocket and saw that I had one new message from Drew. I opened it up and read it.

     "Hey Mia are you feeling better?" Drew's message said.

     I replied "Yes I'm feeling a little better but I won't be at school tomorrow."

     I sat there and waited for him to reply. After awhile I just gave up on it he always takes forever to reply but I don't really care about it. I just went over to my desk and unplugged my computer from the charger and brought it over to my bed.

     I turned it on and opened the Internet. I typed in twitter and opened my account. I looked through different tweets and I found a few about me, including one from Layla and one from Hanna.

     "Can't believe Mia threw up everywhere in class today #discussing!" Layla tweeted.

     "Mia can be a bitch sometimes!! #not a good friend" Hanna had tweeted.

     I can't believe that my own friends would tweet these things about me. I wasn't a complete bitch to her it's just she was getting on my nerves about different things. After scrolling through some more tweets most about me throwing up I decided just to log off Twitter and try to forget about them. I turned my computer of and put it back on my desk.

     I just layed in my bed and let random thoughts run through my head. When my phone vibrated. I picked it up and saw it was from Drew. "Aww baby I'm gonna miss ya at school maybe I can come over afterwards if your feeling better?" he said.

     "Sure I would love if you would come over. I could really use somebody who is nice and sweet to me," I replied back to him. I thought about asking him if we 'did it' that one night but I decided I would rather ask him in person tomorrow when he came over. By tomorrow I will be about a week late for my period and I'm getting kind of scared. I'm not sure if I'm ready for a baby but I defintally dont wan't to get an abortion or put it up for adoption.

     I sighed. I needed to get the thought of being pregnant out of my mind and not think about Drew not being there for me if I were pregnant. I decided to go downstairs to try to get my mind off of it. I will at least have some distractions downstairs instead of being in my quiet room with just my thoughts.

     I got up from my bed and walked over to my door and opened it up and walked downstairs.

     "Hey sweetie I'm sorry you're mad about me not letting you drive but I don't want a bunch of distractions running through your mind when you drive and then you not feeling well when you drive and thinking about that and......." My mom said but she stopped in the middle of what she was going to say next.

     "I'm sorry to I was a jerk about it but I need to tell you something," I said I tried to hold back a few tears I was scared of what she was going to think of me after I told her what I wanted to tell her.

     "Sure honey you can tell me anything," she said with a look of concern on her face.

     I walked over to the kitchen table and took a seat across from my mom. "Well, you know how you asked if I was pregnant? Honestly I'm not sure if I am or not. I can't really remember that night. I had a few drinks and I was drunk and after that I can't remember anything," I confessed to her. "I know I am underage to be drinking but everybody was and I felt like I needed to. I know im going to be in trouble so here is my phone but I know you will want more so just take whatever." Tears started rolling down my cheeks, but I didn't try to stop them it felt kind of good just to let them come and i felt so good to just let everything run though my mind out to a real person.

     My mom looked shocked after what I had just confessed to her. "Well......" my mom said she was at a loss of words she just stared into my eyes. She grabbed my phone and walked off to her bedroom.

     I sat at the kitchen table in silence for a long time and decided to just go back upstairs and just go to bed. I finally got up and walked upstairs to my bedroom. This was the worst day of my life i though to myself. I closed my door softly behind me and went over to my bed. I got under the covers and hoped that everything would be fine before dozing of into a not so peaceful sleep.

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