Dedicated to @QueenMichelsa
drowning in the pitch black abyss of my mind,
in my mindless ponderings
leaving my sanity behind.
outer space
of my train of thought
what a terrible place
full of nothing but nought.
inhaling glitter
crying stars
leaving me bitter
forming scars
wondering about stuff
just like all the others
why is life never long enough
to deal with the things that bother?
why can't I help when people need it
someone please help get me out of this pit
when they come to me to rant
why can't I help even one bit
I really just can't.
When they start crying
i'm utterly helpless
can't even give or get a hug
when they ask for help
I have nothing to give.
When they come voicing out their troubles.
I can do nothing but keep silent.
and we all tend to fear the things we can't comprehend.
a fear of death, a fear of eternity
just like my friend.
God, if You are up there
I know they're unnecessary, paranoid, my fears
but they're honestly more than I can bear.
I want to be with You one day
that would really be a win
but how do I do that when
my life is filled with sin?
think positive
that's what they say
im positive
that I can't keep my fears at bay.
how am I going to get by
when she's saying goodbye
the only one that can keep me happy.
I'm scared that you'll change
that you're going to turn strange
누나, 도와주세요.
Just maybe, these fears of mine
they might be answered someday
maybe I'll finally be okay
maybe everything will be solved one day.
Someday.
A/N: Hi guys, here's a new one~
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Love y'all!
Darius, signing out for now.
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