Agony

Finally Happy.

~1 Year Later~

And when I said I'd change,I meant it.When I got home that day,I let all my slaves go.Yes,even Ray.I arsoned my house and left my New York mansion to LA,back to my family.A source told me as soon as I left the police came,but by the looks of it they were too late.I know Chresanto's upset.

In LA,I got help.They doctors I went to said a had schizophrenia and bipolar disorder.Which explains my crazy actions.Now I have to take Zyprexa,twice a day.But who am I to complain?

I moved back in with Ma until I got back up on my feet.I started going to church,reading my bible,and thanking God everyday for giving me another chance.Dream or not,it was realistic enough to make me realize I needed to get my shit together.

At First Baptist,I joined and became a deacon and one of the male ushers.I also made a friend,her name is Rachel.She's a nice person to be around.She keeps me humble and happy.#18-Well Craig- lives in LA too.I've gotten to know him personally and he's a real cool guy.We hooked up a couple times,but we had to stop because our parents don't really approve of gay relationships.Now,we're just best friends.

8 months after the incident,I fell in love.For real this time! Her name is Dawn.I met her while walking down the street.I was late for my job,so I had to run.Apparently,she was too.I was so close to the door of my job,but I bumped into somebody.Hard.I frowned as I got up,dusting my self.I wanted to yell at whoever I had ran into,but I realized it was a perfect angel staring right back at me.I smiled and helped her pick up the papers that had fell out her hands.We traded number and it went from there.Now,we're married with two girls.

Those little girls are my life.I love the ground they walk on.They always cheer me up on my bad days.I have a 4 year old name Charlotte and 1 year old name Rajani.We would have a third child,but he died right after he was born.It's sad story that none of us like to talk about.

As of right now,I was cooking dinner for us.I felt a tug on my shorts as I put the spaghetti in four different  bowls.I looked down at a upset Charlotte.I laughed and knelt down to her.

"What's wrong Charlie?" I asked.

She frowned. "My belly is growling.I need to feed the monster downstairs! Is dinner ready?" She said,in her baby voice.I laughed and sat her the table. 

"Yes baby,dinner is ready." I sat her plate in front of her.I grabbed Rajani off the couch and sat her in her high chair.I sat her bowl in front of her and called Dawn down.

"Anthony,what did you cook for dinner?" Dawn,asked kissing my cheek.

"Spaghetti baby."

Anthony.When I first arrived in LA,I decided to change my name.I didn't change much.It's just Anthony Jacob.Not a big difference.

I sat Dawn's bowl in front of her and watched as she digged in.When she said this was her favorite meal,she wasn't kidding.I grabbed my bowl and sat in my chair.I looked around as they ate and smiled.I took and napkin and wiped off the food on Rajani's face.She was so messy sometimes.

I grabbed Dawn's hand and she smiled.I loved this.I love how I finally have a family I thought I would never have in a million years.I was finally at peace.I was finally in love.I was finally happy.

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