Deep In

Chapter Twenty Eight

Autumn POV

I turned around to tell Marcus lets go back to the V.I.P section but instead I was attacked with Marcus lips. His lips were so soft I couldn't help but to give in and kiss him. But I quickly ended the make out session knowing the Derrick had seen. And even though we're not together I still felt as though I had cheated on him. I looked over at Derrick who had a angry expression as he walked out the door. " Marcus, I think I should leave I will text you tomorrow," I said giving him a hug. He squeezed my butt and I squealed. " Okay Bye Ma."

I walked back in the house. Still feeling guilty and knew I had to talk to Derrick. I walked in seeing it was pitch black in the house. I walked up stairs to the guest room to see Derrick laying on the bed on his back looking at the ceiling. I took off my heels and walked over to the bed and straddle him. "Derrick Can We Talk.?"
" Nahh Get The Fuck Off Me Mann. "
" No." I said bluntly.
He sighed and said " Get Off Of Me and Go Back To Your Boyfriend. "
" He is a friend, we were dancing and he kissed me and I kind of kissed back. "
" It ain't no kind of you enjoyed that bull shit."
I looked down with guilt in my eyes . I looked at Derrick and all I could think about was how much I missed him.
I then leaned down and kissedr him on his jawline.
" Autumn Stop Forreal." He said pushing me away. I couldn't help but to feel rejected and hurt. I felt the tears fighting to come out and I didn't want him to see me hurt. So I got up about to walk out but he grabbed my arm and pull me into his chest. I inhaled his cologne as I felt his arms circle around my waist. " I'm So Sorry ," He Whispered to me . He pulled me on the bed and I looked into his eyes and we shared a passionate kiss. I was kissing him with my all I missed the taste of his lips. He fought for entrance that I wouldn't give him so he grabbed my ass and I gasped and he then enter his tongue into my mouth. I couldn't help but moan as he grabbed my butt once more but more gentle and sensual. My sexual hormones where threw the roof but I knew it wasn't time for us to be doing that again. So I backed away and said, " Its To Early For this Derrick and as much as I want you to make love to me I think we need to get our relationship built back up before we have any sexual contact, " I said and bit my lip.
" I understand but as long as you don't tempt me or bit your lips like that ever again I'm good," I laughed and kissed him softly.
" I Love You So Much Baby. " Hearing those words made my heart melt he never told me he loved me.
" I Love You Too. "I said and meant every word.
I got on top of him as he rubbed my back and hugged me tight and we soon fell asleep.

I woke up in Derricks arms and I smiled. I looked up at him sleeping peacefully. I kissed him lightly on he neck before I felt him shift under me.
"Good Morning Baby, " he said in a sexy deep voice.
"Good Morning Bae. " I said getting to put some mouth wash in my mouth . I spit it out as Derrick came in the bathroom doing the same thing .
" Derrick You Know daddy coming back today? "
"Yea we have to face him soon or later. "
" Yea Your Right. "
"Can I Ask You Something? "
" Yea Sure. "
" I know we just got back together but I wanted to know do you want to move in with me , I bout a new house and I really don't want to keep on coming to your house every day I rather have you with me ."
I looked at him and leaned up to kiss him. "Yes Baby, you know I would love to move in with you. "
" ok the sooner the better so we can break in the walls with the head board." He said laughing. I mushed him in the head and said," You ain't getting none of this anyway. "
" Okay we will see." He said laughing. I was on my phone when he asked, " Baby you want to go to ihop?"
" Yea but I think I lost my debit card last week, I already cancelled it."
" Baby when have you ever had to pay for something when you was with me? "
I just shrugged and through on my sweat pants, Jordan's, and ny crop top hoodie.
Derrick looked at me and say, " I hope you don't think you walking out the house with that shit on. "
" it's just a little bit showing lets go and stop being a baby."
" Okay but if a nigga look at you I swear imma beat they ass. " I laughed and then we left.

When We Arrived at ihop. We went to go a booth and Sat down. I picked up the menu and decided on pancakes with strawberries on it with bacon and hashbrowns. I looked up once I noticed a waitress come over. She took our orders and brought us drinks.
We ate our food and I was laughing so hard orange juice came out of my nose. We were about to go and I felt Suddenly had to go to the bathroom . I went into the bathroom handled my business and left. When I walked out the bathroom I saw Derrick and some girl talking and she was smiling and laughing. I walked up and with an attitude I said, " I want to laugh what's so funny. "
" Damn Baby Chill this my old... friend from high school. "
" Yea I'm his friend from high school, and who are you?
" I'm his girlfriend, future wife and mother of his kids, Autumn. What's your name? "
"Shontel, nice to meet you and rickyy poo I will have to see you ain't your girlfriend later. " I swear I was about to snatch that hoe up before Derrick grabbed me . I snatched away from him and went to the car. He cranked up and I just was on my phone and ignoring him.
"Baby Chill out why you always catching a fucking attitude. "
" I don't have a attitude Ricky poo. "
" See that's the shit I be talking bout, me and Shontel have history , she was my first love sort to speak and we been through a lot but I don't love her like that anymore and I don't want her, I want you and only you baby and you know that. "
It makes me jealous to know that someone had his heart before me but I do believe that he loves,me and only me but I just hope he, stay faithful this time and don't hurt me. Seconds later we pulled up at the house he cut the car off and put me on his lap and tried not to look at him but he turned my head toward his. "Stop getting all jealous and shit baby, that was years ago. " then he kissed me passionately but I didn't reply at first until he squeezed my breast and I gasp and I just melted in the kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hands traveled up my breast playing with them. I let out a loud moan and I felt his member grow hard . My juices were beyond flowing and I wanted him to take me right now but then I remembered what I said last night. I was about to get up when his fingers plunged into my wetness. "Ahhh Fuck ." I screamed its been about 2 months since anything has been down there and the feeling was great but I knew I had to stop. I gathered all my strength and pull Derrick fingers out, and I'm not going to lie as soon as his fingers left my core I wanted them back there but I had to stop my urges.
" Baby, we can't do this right now. "
" I know but it's hard I haven't busted a nut in almost 2 months baby. "
" I know but I promise it's worth the wait baby." I said kissing him. We were kissing for a while until we heard a knock on the window. We looked up to see my dad.