You gotta help me. I'm loosing my mind. It feels like I'm about to pass out.
My heart feels constricted against my chest. It starts beating out of control with just the mere thought of you.
Whenever you are near me my heart starts to break. Why is it that I can't stand being near you.
You would build me up just so you could break me down. After three years of trying with you I am completely done.
Done with your sweet talk. Done with your dimples. Done with your winks, hugs, teasing.
You don't even realize this, and you probably still haven't. The only thing that I can really say right now is that I lived for you.
My mournings would start with me thinking of you. And my days would end with me thinking of you.
Now that I am passed that,I still find myself through out the day comparing the guy I'm interested in with you.
What has he done to provoke me to do this. Well nothing. Tulman is an amazing guy and he is way better than you.
Whenever I am near him the butterflies erupt in my stomach. His voice, gosh his deep voice, sends shivers down my back.
And maybe, just maybe, Tulman can and maybe could be the reason why I'm so done with you.
