Pregnant with Calum Hood's Baby

Chapter 16

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• Calum •

I woke up in the middle of the night by Spencer shaking me and crying. She seemed really worried.
"Baby?? What's wrong?" I say
Taking her face in my hands.
"I-i think i'm having a miscarriage Calum!! There's blood!" She says shaking.
I pick her up and run downstairs.
The kids were still asleep but i knew they wouldn't bother us being gone..as long as they didn't knew what was hapenning.
In the car ride i took Spencer's habd squeezing it. She was holding her small bump in pain.
We arrive to the hospital i take her bridal style and run inside.
"I NEED HELP! I think my wife is having a miscarriage!!" I say, crying a little bit.
We had loved that child ever since we found out. After years of thinking about having another child, we finally had it.
And it was taken away from us.

I sat in the waiting room my head beetween my legs. The doctor wouldn't let me in and it's when , about 30 minutes later, he got out of the room with an apologetic look on his face and shook his head.
And that's when my heart broke.
I rush into the room to find a mess of Spencer crying her life out there. I take her hand and say
"It's okay. We'll keep trying." With a weak smile.
"We made some tests." Says the doctor.
"Spencer only have 15% chance for having another child..i'm sorry but it's practicly impossible." He continues.
We both start crying.
With Spencer, i always tried to find a way to look at the bright side. But for the 16 years i've known her, today was the first situation that i couldn't find any brighr sides.
We both get home after the doctor comes and says eveything is okay and we can leave.

When we come home, the twins we're up in the kitchen. They had confused looks on their faces. I had Spencer in my hands still in bridal style. We both had puffy red eyes we both look like train wrecks.
"What happened?" Says Alex.
Spencer starts to sob again. I take a deep breath and say
"Your mom just had a miscarriage. And we only have 15% chances of having another child." I say, holding back my tears.
They both come and hug us.
"We're so sorry." They say at the same time.
We decided to call the boys to tell them.
We start by Luke.
"Hey man!" He says, happy as always.
"Hey." I say
"Calum are you okay? You sounded like you just cried!"
"Spencer had a miscarriage" i says wiping my tears off my cheeks.
"Oh my god that's terrible!"
"We only have 15% chances of having another child." Says Spencer before starting to cry on my shoulder.
"That is so terrible. Hope for the best. I'm sure you'll have a little miracle in no time." He says before hanging up.
Michael was next.
"Hey!!" He says suprisingly happy.
"Hey." Says Spencer
"Hey are you okay? Are you crying?" He says
"We lost the baby Mikey." I say
"What? Oh my god that's so bad! At least you can try again!" He says
"The doctors says Spencer has 15% chances to get pregnant." I say
"I'm so sorry for you guys. There's still hope okay?" He says
"Bye" Spencer says.
And Ashton for last
"Hey mate! What's up?" He says
This was too hard. I start to cry.
"Woah what's going on Calum?" He says
"We lost the baby. Spencer had a misscariage. She has 15% chances on getting pregnant again." I say beetween my sobs. Spencer was holding my hand and resting her head on my shoulder.
"Oh my god. That is awful." He says

I just wished a miracle could happend.

"We'll keep trying until it works okay?"
She nods. And we fall asleep cuddling on the couch as i dream about what could possibly happend.

I'm sorry if i fucked up you're emotions. Trust me i'm crying writing this.
WHY DID I DO THIS I AM NoT OkAY

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