"...but Ethan i am your father." I say
I cringe waiting for his answer.
"Oh my god! This is not real. All of these years i've spend wondering where my father was, you knew about me and you did nothing. 'Cause you just cares about your own selfish-self." He responds, holding back his tears.
And i regret abandoning him.
"I'm sorry Ethan. I had you so young, i didn't knew what to do. I couldn't even take care of myself, how could i take care of a baby? I hope you will forgive me one day, it's up to you." I say, before leaving the room.Calum was waiting for me.
"How was it?" He says
"Went better than i expected.!" I say
Trying to see the good in it.
"That's great!"
About 2 hours later i received a text from Ethan. ' i forgive you.'
And it made my day.
'Could we meet?' I responded.
I didn't knew if he was ready to talk to me again but i at least had to try.
'Meet me at the park in 10' he says
So i put my shoes on and walk to the park.
As i walked,the redish and orange leaves were falling from the trees and the wind was hitting my face. I hated fall. It looked like everything was dying, falling apart.I sat on the bench waiting for Ethan when i saw him. With his brown hair and his piercing green eyes.
"Hey." I say.
"So why did you wanted to meet?" He says, he was clearly still mad at me but you could see he was trying real hard.
"I want to know you better." I said.
He sits and say
"My life is pretty boring but..here we go; my favourite sport is soccer. I like to play drums. And i like Sum 41." He says
"You are clearly my son mister." I say
He chuckles and say
"What about you?"
"Euhm, i actually play drums in a band called 5 seconds of summer and i like Green Day and Sum 41.."
"Are you famous?"he says, like every kid would probably say to their dad who is in a band.
"..yes."
"Awesome!"
"Ashton did you even knew my mom?" He says.
I was hesitating at this moment. Telling your kid he was born on a one night stand is pretty tough..
"No." I say, looking down.
"Well, her name is Emily Clifford.sh-"
"CLIFFORD?"
Uh oh this is not good.
"Yeah..i know she has a brother..euhm Mikey i think? She showed me pictures..he basically a dude with cool hair." He says
The thing is, he didn't knew who he was talking about but i clearly knew.And i was dead
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