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Blog Nine

The days were getting cold because after all this time passing by, it was December. I've messed around with Taylor for two months. And finally got with Cameron last week, and yes, it's crazy..

Taylor has been hanging out with Cameron and I lately and it's been hectic. Try terrible. Let's refrain.

"Baby, do you want to come over and-" Cameron began to ask me as walked toward his car but suddenly, Taylor had to come in between us. "Cameron! Can we hang out today. My parents aren't going to be home and I don't want to be without them."

"Yeah sure, I was just asking Shawn to come. Us three can." Cameron walked is toward the car as we got in. Taylor actually hopped in because Cameron has an open roof car. It was hard to look away from how his shirt lifted up as he got in.

The drive was terrible as well, nothing but Cameron and Taylor talking about manly things like car engines and basketball games. I sighed, texting Johnson about this but he would reply slowly since he was tutoring Gilinsky at the library.

"Shawn? Let's go." Taylor spoke as Cameron was already out the car.

We get there and Taylor asks what we are going to do, all of us just looked at each other. "Video games like before man." Cameron waves his hand as he sets up the console. I sit up and walk away to the restroom. "Oh gosh..." I groan.

When I get out Taylor is sitting on the floor and Cameron on the recliner chair. I walk quickly pass their screen and sit next to Cameron. I notice that, there's some space on his lap.

I lift his arms up that are extended with his hands holding tightly to the controller. Cameron keeps cocking his head back and forth trying to see the screen. "Shh.. Babe." He flusters. I pout and make my way to his lap anyways.

"There. Alright. Adjust so we can play the game." The game was paused and I sat in between Cameron's legs, his arms and the control in front of me.

"Shit. Cam, it's hot." Taylor frowns while the game is still paused. It's honestly not even that hot. "Do what you usually do." Cameron spoke. What did they usually do. I look at Taylor and he lifts his collar from the back and pulls it over his body. He's practically shirtless.

"Shawn you warm?" He asked me. "I'm fine." I lean my head back, as it rests against his shoulder. I feel his neck kisses and I smile with ease.

There's a snappy sound in the corner. "Can you press play now?" Taylor says looking down at the ground. "Sorry. No PDA, babe." Cameron pushes me away as I roll onto the couch.

The two go back to playing their game and I end up laying on the couch with my feet on Cameron's legs. Taylor was directly in front of me as every now and then I would look at his back muscles.

"So... Anybody hungry. I'll order pizza or make some mac'n'cheese." I offer because I'm terribly bored without talking to either of them. "Pizza!" Both the guys call. "Great, alright, okay."

I call up the nearest pizza parlor and order half cheese and half meat lovers because I know Taylor loves the meat one, and Cameron doesn't like vegetable or too much meat so they both work. Although I love combination pizza. Ah, always putting other people's happiness before mine.

"Hey why don't you invite Sammy?" Cameron asks and I think to myself, hell no. "Oh, we didn't work out.. Sorry I didn't tell you sooner. Kinda embarrassing why." Taylor puts the control aside his legs and fondles with his thumbs.

"What happened though?" I asked.

"He told me that he could tell I didn't like him... It's weird. I mean I didn't really but I was down to talk. But, he knew." Taylor sighed. "Like, he said I liked someone that wasn't him. What's that mean anyways.. oh."