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Blog Eight

Okay! Today is the date with the others and I'm so nervous. Honestly. What should I expect when I know that I'm with my boyfriend on a date, also with the guy whose taken my flower and teared it apart.

Then some guy will be there who I don't know at all, yet he seems so much better than me.

What do I even do. It shouldn't matter right because I already have a boyfriend. Anyways, who's Taylor Caniff?

"Baby... Open up!" I hear a voice through the window. Slightly muffled but I assumed it was Cameron so I opened it anyways.

To my dismay, it was Taylor. He comes in and smirks. "Didn't think you still liked that nickname from me." I roll my eyes, "I thought it was Cam."

"Oh, cute nickname for him." He stuffs his hands in his blue jean pockets and circles his eyes around the house. "I normally don't come in through the front door so it's definitely weird."

"Whatever. Anyways, where's your date." I say trying to hold in whatever I feel at the moment. "Cameron is getting him. He didn't tell you?" Taylor makes a small smirk with a gloat. It irks me that even Sammy is having some time alone with Cameron. 

Why am I jealous of Sammy anyways? Right because he's some hot shit, better than me. Although, besides the face of sex, I'm not sure what else he is capable of. So maybe I shouldn't be to judgmental.

There was another light knock on the door and I made the assumption that it was Cameron again and it was. "Hey love." He kissed my cheek. Cameron turns around and calls in Sammy.

"Sammy, Taylor. Meet each other. And this is Shawn." He points at all of us. "Hi." I say quietly and grab my wallet. "Hey. You don't have to bring it. I'm paying."

All four of us walk out my house and are welcomed by Taylor's car since he insisted on himself driving us to a dinner place. Honestly, I've never been anywhere ever so public with Taylor ever. And he's going somewhere with Sammy and it makes me upset in all honesty.

But who am I kidding, I have to remember that my moment is here with Cameron. And not Taylor. Not. Not. Not.

"No stress..." Cameron whispered into my ear as his hand started to caress my leg. His hand just went soothingly back and forth as it relieved my stress. "Our first date will be great. What are you worrying about?"

Cameron started to pull me to sit into the middle seat so he can hold me closer and continuously massage my leg. "I'm okay. I never really done this before." I smile weakly. "I'm here. And you have nothing to be afraid of."

The drive there was smooth with Cameron occasionally playing with my hair as I left my head to fall on his shoulder. My gaze would look straight at Sammy as I just admired him. He's just as perfect as Cameron and Taylor.

It's like they found me in the garbage on the way to the restaurant. I don't belong with them and would probably get picked on, between us four.

Taylor parks the car between the other two and we all get out. Cameron closes the door for me and hooks his arm with mine. "Four." Taylor mentions as he speaks to the lady in the front desk.

We are immediately welcomed as they give us a table by the window. There are twinkly lights above us and the lighting is dim, it smells like garlic bread here. There's a lot of people, you could tell this is a common spot.

Sammy excuses himself to find the bathroom, leaving Cameron to sit across me and Taylor next to me, I should of asked to sit next to Sammy.

"Who chose this place? It's nice." I mention as I put the napkin to my leg. I don't like getting messy.