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Blog Six

It's time. I finally worked up the courage to tell Johnson about my relationship with Taylor, well I don't know what kind of relationship is it but whatever we have I'm admiring it to my best friend.

"Nice of you to get your nails done with me Shawn." Johnson batted his eye lashes. "Right about that, I came here to tell you something that's been going on for the last two weeks since school started." I scratched the back of my neck due to nervousness. He nodded his head, allowing me to go on.

"I don't know how to put it. Uh, start of with one thing... I'm not, a uh..., virgin anymore?" I told him squeezing my eyes tight. "SHAWN! What the hell!" He shouted. "AND WITH WHO, WHERE DID YOU INSERT." He panted, the workers started to get concerned. "Wait? I didn't stick anything in anybody." I sighed, not really getting it, I mean like what? "Oh so you bottomed. I never, well yeah, I saw it in you. Oh look a pun! Haha anyways this isn't the time for jokes. I am mad, WHO DID YOU, I'll word it better... Do. It. With?"

I pulled his ear close to mine, "Taylor Caniff." He pushed my chest and reclined his seat back. "That's it. Fuck you. He's hot. He fucked you. Damn it. AND YOU DIDNT TELL ME. BYE BITCH." With that, he put cucumbers on his eyes and earphones in.

"Jack..." I sighed. There was nothing I could do, I crossed my arms and laid back as well while my feet got pampered. But wait, an idea. I tugged of one piece of Jack's earphone. "You never told me who that guy was with the eyebrows! I had to find out during today's women meeting." I snapped at him. Ah I caught him to break. I'm not even that mad but he looks guilty.

"Shawn sorry. I guess, he's, eh he's just a fling and my ride to places. I don't think I like him anyways. His name is Jack too." Johnson ate the cucumbers and act like nothing happened. Alright.

Now that I got this out of the way, the only person to confront would be Taylor. We need to define ourself and what we will be together. If he's not looking for that then I don't know what to do.

The upcoming week is prom so I'm hoping that he'll ask me, possibly. I mean, maybe I just have to try and be with him during lunch but I doubt it because he's always with Cameron and Aaron, oh then Matthew and Carter. Ugh. While I sit with either Johnson, or Mr. Grier.

Feelings suck which is why I should avoid them but I can't. Oh well, whatever with it. I'll just sleep this out and expect for my next school day to come.

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"SHAWN GET DOWN." I hear my parents yelling. "Someone wants to take you to school." I heard my dad say as I ran down while zipping up my jeans. "Dad it's okay don't take me to school, mom, wow definitely do not let her take me." He shook his head, "It's a boy named Taylor. I actually shut the door on him when he asked 'can I give your son a ride' I thought he was someone looking for only one thing in boys but then he showed me his school ID."

I laughed at the thought of my dad being so protective, and the idea that Taylor came through the front door and not my room door. Since its prom week, is he really hinting things out to me?

"Well he's waiting. Better get a move on." My dad smiled before holding my backpack out and opening the door. I met with the car that was oh so familiar, three different sessions happened in here and I don't plan on doing anything again until he figures us out.

"Hey Shawn. Good morning. Look, got you a muffin for breakfast. I'm not sure what flavor, but this is blueberry." He grabbed it out of a brown paper bag and handed it to me. "Typically I don't let people eat in here but for you, it's an exception."

I giggled, impressed with his sense. "Thank you so much. I love them so much." I smiled. "Look, what you said about, us, I'm sorry I'm no good at showing my feelings. I do like you." I smiled at the thought but it doesn't explain to me what we are. I was about to ask him but he started turning up his music and I was too busy enjoying my muff.