Its been two days and they say that , Aiden can go home in one more day , like damn I'm sick of worrying about him.
Wondering what if he's just gonna give out any second . I just wanna go home with him .
Everyday after school I go visit him and we talk over little things like what we ate today or what show I watched .
He asked me could I stay with him at his house this weekend.
Well as you may know , Friday which is tomrow me and Derrell suppose to be getting the pregnancy test .
What if I come out positive and have to lie to Aiden that I've been loyal and done nothing with out him .
But sadly I might be carrying another's man child right now .
Lord , please grant me this one wish , I really really don't want kids yet . Could you bless me this one time I promise I won't do anything bad ever again . How would I explain this to my daddy , dammit how ima explain it to Aiden .
So please please do me a favor and let it be negative .
Amen
I prayed over and over again while in the hospitals bathroom .
The door swung open and in walked a upset omrie .
"Damn niah , how long you gonna be in this damn bathroom I'm ready to go I have somewhere to be "
She yelled at me while fixing her hair in the mirror .
"Okay, I'm sorry I'm coming "
I said while putting down my purse and began to wash my hands.
"Yess, thank god "
She said while leaning on the wall and staring at me.
"Where the hell you gotta be in such a hurry ?"
I asked while shuting off the water .
"You know , that girl at IHOP the other day ?"
She asked while smiling into her phone .
"Yes "
I replied .
She laughed at her phone and smiled even bigger ignoring me .
"Yes"
I repeated .
She jumped and looked up at me .
"Oh yeah , well we going to the mall in like a hour, so I needs to go "
She said as she stuffed her phone into her back pocket and and began to walking towards the door.
"Mhm y'all cute y'all cute "
I said laughing at her as we walked out the bathroom.
"i know I know "
She replied.
"Yes, y'all have fun I need to go home and get some work done anyways"
I said as we both headed for the hospitals doors .
"Okay den I'll talk to you later "
She said as she walked a different direction from me toward her car .
"Bye"
I waved back and unlocked my car with my keys .
**
Its around 7:00pm and I'm just sitting at my desk doing homework , tired as hell .
I don't even know why I'm sleepy and slightly hungry but I need to get the shit done , I have a 75 in this class and I don't play with C's oh no not I .
Its been so hard to concentrate with thought of being pregnant and the thought of wanting to be around Aiden .
He thought of telling Aiden I'm pregnant , telling my daddy, telling mariah , showing Derrell.
No I need to stop thinking negative , but wait , what if its a girl , what should I name her ....probably something with a 'A' .
Aubrie
Amber
Aniyah
Nooo I like Andrea..... Lenaé
Yes Andrea Lenaé.
But what if I get a boy .
Adam
Alex
Arron
Noo Amarion yes.......Lamar
Amarion Lamar
That's cute .
Shit I aint having no damn kids fuck that .
*Ringggg Ringgg*
My phone began to ring and the caller ID said Derrell.
Hello I answerd.
D- hey Niah what you doin.
N-umm homework.
D-oh sounds fun how's life .
N-umm good why ?
D-im just wondering.
N-um good I guess .
D-oh any back pain.
N-yes...wait are you acctualy trying to care .
D-yes off course if you're gonna have my child ima be there for it . And check up on you I'd you need something .
N-oh well thank you I appreciate that.
D- of course .
N-mhmm but the thing is I don't want to gave kids yet .
D- I know you don't but if we have to do what we gotta do if that just happens , and I pray to god if you are pregnant you won't , you know kill them.
N- oh hell naw I don't believe in that I don't care if I can't provide for a child I want get it removed and and killed .
D-okay thank you , that means the world to me .
N- mhm your welcome .
D-mhm well
N-yeah well I got to go and finish this homework.
D- okay well , I'll see you tomrow .
N-bye
D-bye love you niah.
Then he ended the call before I got a chance to respond , I don't know what to do Derrell making me want to have his child with him, but I love Aiden with all my heart.
What if Aiden drop me when he find out I'm pregnant and I'm left with Derrell , would I still be okay with that.
Maybe , to be truly honest I need to forget this and finish this work.
**
Its around 11:00pm and I fianlly finished all my work , ate , took a damn hour shower.
Well I'm finna hopp in this bed and attempt to clear my mind and get back on track.
Finally some sleep.
Then my phone rung .
I grabbed it and threw it across the room .
Haah fuck that , I'm sleep.
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The blessing I never wanted
Teen FictionAll Reaniah wants do is find out what she wants to do after school and where her older brother went after running away 6 years . But everything keeps getting in the way . And she ends up with a blessing that she never wanted .
