The blessing I never wanted

Chapter 27

I've been blowing up Aiden phone for what seemed like a hour .

Over and over again seen and no reply , I should have know this shit would happen .

I wish I could go back in time and stop myself from having sex with Derrell.

I texted Aiden one more time he finnaly answered .

Aiden- what u want ?

Who the hell he think I am , he got the wrong one , he has no room to talk to me like that .

Niah- well as you can see I've been trying to get your attention for the past hour and I wanna know why in the hell you been ignoring me .

Aiden- it seem like u been trying to get somebody else attention since you claim u pregnant and shit .

...what....he cussin now.

Niah- come on see this is what I meant I knew you was gonna act out just listen to me let me tell you the story how it happened , can you come over tomorrow and we can talk about it.

Aiden - okay whateva

He responded and I turned of my phone and put it on the charger for the night . And drifted off to sleep.

**

Another day , another dollar I say as I make my way through the crowded halls .

I never really talked about what this school consisted of well as you walk down the halls theirs groups of kids everywhere, never one big community.

But for some odd reason the largest group of them all is the pregnant girls.

Them some nasty hoes how in the hell they get pregnant in high......oh shit I'm one too. Dammit .

This is what I get always picking on the pregnant girls at my school for being hoes but look at me 1 week pregnant.

Thank god that I leave highschool for good this Friday , never again will I see these low life's or hear that disgusting bell ringing every damn 40 minutes I hated it , I hated it all.

I just wanted to be free that's all I wanted .

Now I'm just among the other 20 girls with babies in there stomach,I should have took my mama advice .

"If you don't want a gut take it in the butt"

Even though she was a cruel parent she had some good talks with me when I was younger .

That's the one thing I actually liked about her is that she knew the things that I was going to face and tried her best to prevent it from me all she could.

Well , that's a long time ago and shed changed a lot since then .

As I walk in my fifth period I see Derrell and Omrie talking in the back of the room and mariah giving them a stank eye from acroos the room .

Yes Mariah is still mad at what omrie did to her .

Its not like its easy to get over something over night .

"Hey niah "
Derrell said from his desk as omrie waved at me , signaling for me to sit with them.

"Hey y'all "
I said as I walked to the group of four .

"You okay niah?"
Derrell asked me while he tapped his pencil on the desk.

"Yeah , I'm alright "
I said .

"Can somebody explain to me what yall got going on please ?"
Omrie asked staring at us waiting for an answer.

Should we , should we tell her ? Is all I was thinking .

I look at Derrell and he has a blank face , then he finnaly nods.

"Well okay so , basicly me and Derrell had a little party with body parts last week and um we took a test and I was positive ."
I said bluntly as Omrie's eyes shifted from the left back down at her phone.

"Oh so you pregnant niah"
She asked .

"I guess you could say that "
I responed .

"Mhm damn niah , I thought I would get pregnant before you do"
She said .

"Well you never get was you expect"
I responded as I finished up writing my warmup .

"Mhm true true"
She said .

**

I'm walking around the front yard of the school during lunch time eating some fries and listening to music .

I can finnaly relax , I can't take but so many things at one time , with friends and me being a week pregnant already .......

I felt somebody tap my shoulder I turned around and nobody was there except a dieing tree.

Somebody need to stop playing damn games .

Someone tapped me on the shoulder again.

I turned around again for the second time and caught Sarah attempting to run again .

I snatched my ear buds out and pulled her by her weave .

"Oweee bitch let me go "
She yelled at me from the top of her lungs.

"Well stop fucking playing with me dammit "
I yelled back as I released her hair.

"Damn bitch you got a strong as grip to be pregnant -----

"----wait hold the fuck on , how you know about that"
I said cutting her off.

"Oh so you are pregnant , I was jut assuming now I got facts "
She said smiling at me and fixing her horribly damaged hair.

"Okay its true but promise me you won't tell nobody okay "
I asked .

"Oh yeah Reaniah, of course I won't I'm not petty.
She said patting me on the shoulder .

"Well good and let me finish my lunch."
I responded as I put another fry into my mouth and walked away from her.

**
Its later and I'm suppose to go over to Aiden house in about 30 mins but the thing is I'm teriffied .

This is real life not book , face to face ,maybe fist to face if I don't choose my words wisely.

Ima just be strong and take my ass to this boy house and confess.

Then he texted me. Saying .

"You still coming right "

"Um yes on the way right now "
I responded immediately.

But I sure will be driving as slow as I can .

I need time to think of what I'm going to say.

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