Therapy (Jalex)

Chapter 6

"Jack, it's Kellin's mum. I didn't take you to the hospital because this is the third time you've done this, meaning if they knew you would've been sent to a suicide watch. I've healed the cuts but you need rest. You lost a lot of blood. We are going to talk about this when you properly wake up. Kellin found you passed out with a blade in your hand and cuts all down your leg. He called me straight away. Get some rest now" Kellin's mum said to me. What? I'm still alive? Again? Ugh. I failed once again. I suddenly fell asleep.

I woke up in Kellin's bed, it wasn't a dream. I'm still here. "Jack" Kellin's mum said sternly "why did you do this?" She asked.

"Alex. He has a pregnant girlfriend and he didn't tell me!" I said as I burst into tears all over again.

"Shhh it's okay. Maybe you should talk to Alex about this. It could be a big misunderstanding, the girl could've sent the text to the wrong person" she said while hugging me.

"I doubt it, his face drained of colour when he saw the text" I said still crying.

"It's okay, you're more than welcome to stay here as long as you need to. Get your head cleared" she said, trying to lighten the mood and failing miserably.

"Thanks" I mumbled. "Where's Kellin?" I asked.

"He has classes. Because of how much school you've missed, you can no longer attend the college. Your art teacher has agreed to take you in for private tutoring every Tuesday and Thursday though. Sorry Jack" she said with a half-hearted smile.

"Really?!" I said with the biggest grin ever.

"Yes Jack" she said looking very confused.

"That's great!!" I screamed. "I mean I can finally do what I want, art. No homework assignments and bossy teachers. Yes" I said and had to stop for a breath.

"Now Jack, I love you and think of you as my son but I think you need to start looking for a place of your own maybe? Stay here as long as you need though obviously" she said in a serious tone.

"Umm yeah will do. You're right, maybe I should talk to Alex about this. I'll pay for everything I use and do honest" I said

"Don't worry about all that just try and talk to Alex, okay?" She said and left the room.

Okay so talk to Alex, move out. Doesn't sound that hard. One problem: that's a lot easier said than done. I have no money and if I was to move out I would have no money to care for myself anyway. If I killed myself none of this would matter. Why can't I just die?

"Because you're here for a reason" Alex said. Holy sh.it! Was he here the whole time?! Did I say that out loud?!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH I HAVE KILLED YOU ALLLLLLLLL *dies*