Chapter 5

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I woke up in Alex's arms and he was adorable when he was sleeping. I couldn't help but stare at him. It was 09:40, good thing I didn't have any classes.

I decided to make breakfast so I slowly slipped out of Alex's grip and went to the tiny kitchen, Kellin must have left for his class already. I put egg, sausage and tomato in a pan and started frying it. It smelt delicious. Alex came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist "smells nice" he said.

"Thanks, it won't be ready for about ten minutes though" I replied.

"imma go to my house and get some clothes okay?" He asked.

"Sure just be back for breakfast" I said with a chuckle, I forgot to tell Alex he probably should've sorted his hair before he left. Eh, it was cute.

I started putting breakfast on the table when I saw Alex walk in "hey" I said with a smile.

"I am going to kill you" he said trying to sound serious.

"Why would you want to do that?" I replied with a smirk, it was probably just about the hair thing. Hehe.

"My hair" told you "people were staring and laughing at me" he said trying to look hurt.

"It was too cute" I say.

"You're cute, I still tell you when you look like crap" he said as he finally burst into laughter. He walked over and hugged me. I love his hugs, they are by far the best.

"Let's eat breakfast" I said while trying to sit down with Alex hugging me.

"Yeah eat. Food is good" he said with a laugh. I loved his laugh. We sat in a comfortable silence as we ate breakfast.

"I'm gonna go get dressed" I said.

"Sure I'll clean up" he is literally perfect. I walked into my room and got dressed. We spent the day watching random films and stuff.

Then suddenly out of nowhere the worst thing happened. Alex's phone went off and it was some girl named Tay. She was asking him to meet her at the hospital because she was having the baby. Oh my god no. He has a girlfriend. Why didn't he say anything.

"Was this just a fling to you?" I ask with a slight tone of anger in my voice.

"It's nothing Jack, honestly. I wouldn't do that. Tay is my c-" I cut him off.

"JUST SHUT UP WOULD YOU?! YOU CHEATER. LEAVE. NOW. BYE!" I yelled and pushed him out. The second that for closed I broke down into tears. How could he do this? Why?

I did what I knew I had to and this time it would work. I got my spare blade. Deeper and deeper. Blood and more blood. I couldn't see properly at this point because my vision was going blurry. "No one cares Jack just a bit deeper" the voices in my head kept saying so I kept going deeper and deeper until I blacked out.

There's no chance I'm still alive. Dead. Finally dead.

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